It seems right after I said I would do better, a started doing worse. Almost a month has passed since my last commision was finished. I am almost done with another, my biggest commission I have ever done.

it did not need to take this long though. Nothing bad happened to me, I wasnt afflicted with anything that made me lazy. I am just lazy. I have had a video game addiction that I sometimes fall into. Around July this year I nearly had it beat. I made over 400$ in commisions in one month and things were going great. Now things dont seem great.

I am tired of making promises and being stressed about them. I am just going to do my best. sorry to the people that have commissioned me expecting me to keep up with the breakneck creation pace I had last summer

I will still continue to do those commissions unless people want to cancel which is fine.

I spent two years saving up money at my retail job so I could quit my job and try to be a full time artist. It seems I am starting to squander that. maybe being all clammed up in my house all the time has gotten me depressed. Maybe I just need to exercise.