this summer I been following some self esteem classes. its a really interesting experience to talk about things I wouldn't normally talk with my family or friends. and that after just a few months to feel a real change, and also to be told to have changed by others. be family or employees at a store. just last week during class our activity was to paint on rocks. it was kind of strange and different at first, but very nice to just create and let our creativity go without worry. and that just feel good. I don't remember all the exact words teacher said about why it give most people that same feeling. but this art therapy really gave me a boost in my life. i didn't even feel shy about working surrounded by others, and to later share my work. Even when i was drawing on a paper during lunch break, it didn't bother me that the person to my right was watching me draw or that i didn't notice an other person watching behind me. I haven't stopped thinking about drawing, it was just getting me frustrated every time I would try to draw or even think about drawing.



anyway, im tired and been poking my keyboard for about an hour trying to say how i feel today. i will post a picture of all the ROCKS the group and i PAINTED later. GOOD NIGHT


want to rawr and ask more about all this? don't go shy and comment! *show frills*