I've been extremely depressing lately
8 years ago
Life's worthless, you know?
Consolidated my life to remove distractions and stressors down to a bare minimum of 'what can I do to get myself out of bed that would make me beat up on myself less'. I've been reading mangas, I've been playing games, I've been watching anime, I've been doing art.
I gave up on inktober, I stopped talking to many people (especially people who come to confess to me or get suicidal). Dropped out on a convention or three. Stopped going to bars and open mics. Cut down on websites I go to. I've been focusing on art for myself or commissions. I'm focusing on commissions I have partially done and easy commissions to prune down my list so I can focus on the heavy stuff without feeling overwhelmed.
My commissions are closed to future prospects until I'm done with everything (or die trying).
Currently:
Lila Fluffington avatar - Finished
Kacey PianoFox - Finished
Zelig Speardragon - Sketched, inked, colored, shading
Shadee Drunkwolf - Sketched, inking
Starwars fox chick - Sketching
Aura DogPainting - presketched, primed, sketched, (holding off on)
Battle Link - sketched, (holding off on)
Sloth tank - sketched, (holding off on)
Kathy Trees painting - (holding off on)
Game company work - ...
Other game company work - ...
Consolidated my life to remove distractions and stressors down to a bare minimum of 'what can I do to get myself out of bed that would make me beat up on myself less'. I've been reading mangas, I've been playing games, I've been watching anime, I've been doing art.
I gave up on inktober, I stopped talking to many people (especially people who come to confess to me or get suicidal). Dropped out on a convention or three. Stopped going to bars and open mics. Cut down on websites I go to. I've been focusing on art for myself or commissions. I'm focusing on commissions I have partially done and easy commissions to prune down my list so I can focus on the heavy stuff without feeling overwhelmed.
My commissions are closed to future prospects until I'm done with everything (or die trying).
Currently:
Lila Fluffington avatar - Finished
Kacey PianoFox - Finished
Zelig Speardragon - Sketched, inked, colored, shading
Shadee Drunkwolf - Sketched, inking
Starwars fox chick - Sketching
Aura DogPainting - presketched, primed, sketched, (holding off on)
Battle Link - sketched, (holding off on)
Sloth tank - sketched, (holding off on)
Kathy Trees painting - (holding off on)
Game company work - ...
Other game company work - ...
Sen-en
!sen-en
I hope you can pull through the depression as soon as possible.
Quaidis
~quaidis
OP
Thanks!

Hope you start feeling better! You can kick the depression, Drgn believes in you!
Quaidis
~quaidis
OP
Drgns are awesome
WillowSeeker
~willowseeker
I really enjoyed your Inktober posts so far. I hope you get to feeling better soon. I have been diving into videogames to escape my depression lately. I can't remember the last time I drew something and was serious about it.
Quaidis
~quaidis
OP
I've been playing lots of Monster Hunter 4 to combat it.
WillowSeeker
~willowseeker
I've been playing a lot of Summoners War. It's a pokemon-ish mobile game.
Hyperminded-Creature
~hyperminded-creature
Its good to refocus and work on getting rid of stuff that's getting you down, depressed, and stressed.
Quaidis
~quaidis
OP
Yes!
expandranon
~expandranon
*gives you a toy gryphon squeeze and squeak*
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