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8 years ago
Pop, Pop, Popp-li-o
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Popplio
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Popplio
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(well, soon) 
Pop, Pop, Popp-li-o
Talk about
Popplio
Talk about
Popplio
New York, London, Paris, Munich
Everybody talk about Popplio
(well, soon) 
This month has been one kick in the lady-balls to another.
Earlier with the... you know.
Later with my depression kicking in.
Again with one of my requests. THE BACKGROUND WAS WHITE. I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED. ><
The picture is ultimately ruined. I Magic Tooled everything, but there's white dots EVERYWHERE
Now, I have to do more work to cover it up. I'm so freaking angry.
I don't know where to get started on the other one. I suck at posing sometimes.
And, now with me possibly having incoming arthritis or carpal tunnel. THE MONTH I WANTED TO DRAW MORE
I also don't have any cost-effective/time-saving coloring techniques.
My hand cramps writing this journal.
But, I'm not going to let that stop me.
I'm going to have to slow down a bit.
Again, I apologize for all of the delays and excuses and explaining.
I've been nothing but a jerkass this whole month.
I understand if you're upset with me.
I hate myself for this. But, I'm not going to let myself get down again.
I suck. I know suck. But, I'm going to be better. I'll power through this.
I'm not letting anything stop me! I REFUSE! NOT A CRAMPING WRIST. NOT DEPRESSION. NOT HAVING NO INTERNET.
NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME
All I'm trying to do is get better and get to the top! And, I will one day!
...
Sorry, I just saw Pan-Pizza's Motivation video and I got hyped at the end.
I'm very serious though.
I may take more frequent breaks, just to not get anything serious, but I definitely finish everyone's stuff.
I won't say soon, because that sets up expectations I can't hit anymore.
Btw, Di and Teal's birthday art will be finished hopefully by the 31st.
I couldn't do ANYTHING on the 22nd, as I had SERIOUS wrist cramps that day and I was worried that I might eff up my arm more if I finished it. I also assumed that I may had to go to the hospital, had it gotten worse.
I also was trying to finish owed work, but...
I believe it because of me spam-saving things at the Kroc Center. (I sometimes don't come back for days and I need any possible references I could use.)
I knew this was going to happen after a while.
I never give myself a break. I go immediately home and sort things. No rest for the weary, I see.
I brought this on myself and I have to fix it myself.
Earlier with the... you know.
Later with my depression kicking in.
Again with one of my requests. THE BACKGROUND WAS WHITE. I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED. ><
The picture is ultimately ruined. I Magic Tooled everything, but there's white dots EVERYWHERE
Now, I have to do more work to cover it up. I'm so freaking angry.
I don't know where to get started on the other one. I suck at posing sometimes.
And, now with me possibly having incoming arthritis or carpal tunnel. THE MONTH I WANTED TO DRAW MORE
I also don't have any cost-effective/time-saving coloring techniques.
My hand cramps writing this journal.
But, I'm not going to let that stop me.
I'm going to have to slow down a bit.
Again, I apologize for all of the delays and excuses and explaining.
I've been nothing but a jerkass this whole month.
I understand if you're upset with me.
I hate myself for this. But, I'm not going to let myself get down again.
I suck. I know suck. But, I'm going to be better. I'll power through this.
I'm not letting anything stop me! I REFUSE! NOT A CRAMPING WRIST. NOT DEPRESSION. NOT HAVING NO INTERNET.
NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME
All I'm trying to do is get better and get to the top! And, I will one day!
...
Sorry, I just saw Pan-Pizza's Motivation video and I got hyped at the end.
I'm very serious though.
I may take more frequent breaks, just to not get anything serious, but I definitely finish everyone's stuff.
I won't say soon, because that sets up expectations I can't hit anymore.
Btw, Di and Teal's birthday art will be finished hopefully by the 31st.
I couldn't do ANYTHING on the 22nd, as I had SERIOUS wrist cramps that day and I was worried that I might eff up my arm more if I finished it. I also assumed that I may had to go to the hospital, had it gotten worse.
I also was trying to finish owed work, but...
I believe it because of me spam-saving things at the Kroc Center. (I sometimes don't come back for days and I need any possible references I could use.)
I knew this was going to happen after a while.
I never give myself a break. I go immediately home and sort things. No rest for the weary, I see.
I brought this on myself and I have to fix it myself.
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I particularly despise taking breaks, as it ruins my concentration sometimes, but I need to as of late, for my own health.
I can't really go to a doctor, unless it's an emergency. I'm supposed to be going soon for my teeth (the thing I was speaking of that was giving me a headache) and I could possibly have them look at it then. I wish I could just go now, before it's too late.
As for pain cream, I don't really have money for it. I'm still waiting for my mom to get a job and she has to support the both of us (I'm unable to get a physical brick-and-mortar job, so I totally depend on her for everything.)
Doing artwork was my only way of being able to bring money in the house, hence why I'm always practicing, but with this in the way, I'm not sure if I'll be able to anymore. I really don't want to retire at 21, but I may have to.
It depends on future events.
I looked up what I should do to handle them. I thank you for your help, though.
's jaw pain hope you don't need a root canal
Uh... heheh...
I know it's a little more serious than jaw pain...
More like I may or... do need all my teeth pulled out and replaced.
Like... 5 or 6 of them are zombies, they're so bad.
I didn't want to tell anyone. (I didn't want to seem like I wanted people to feel sorry for me, so I keep stuff like that to myself.)
So, I made an admittedly tasteless, self-depreciating, horrible in hindsight joke about them a while ago. (I believe it was on that Pierrot headshot.) (Something along the lines of "His look better than mine right now!" ...hehe... heh...)
I was supposed to get a root canal a while ago, but I lost my insurance and with that, my way of paying for it. crap
I'm going to need implants at this point, which is why my mother is trying to get a job with dental benefits or try and find someone who can help me for less/free. I need to hurry though, because the headache issues sometimes comes with eye pain as well and I'm scared that's a sign of one of the things my teeth can kill me with: an eye infection (I'm sorry, that was gross to bring up). I don't understand how that works, but it's possible.
Two freaking cracked teeth, two freaking root canals and and you still had to get caps.
Ouch...
I was told a long time ago I had a cavity and I didn't listen. Let's just say my depression took a turn for the worse back then.
Mine sometime chip off when I'm eating.
They've gotten very weak.
I'M SO GLAD YOU TOLD ME
No one ever tells me about stuff like this
Thank you so much
My mom agreed to take me there. I'm not sure which one has him though DX
I'll have to... *dundunDUN* ...CALL THEM. *scream sfx*
I meant in the future. I often have to shop around to find all of the toys. Last time they did this, I only got Lugia... DX
Still pretty awesome, tho