I will not be returning anymore. I have finally gotten over my denial and hope that certain people would actually want me in their life, but I have learned to let go of my naive hopes, for now I am sure that I am not wanted. And as I have done with old friends, family members, and all other significant sources of love in my life, each has faded away. A common trend for me. Since I am the only factor in all of these relationships that remains the same, I know for sure it is my own fault. So alas, in an attempt to stop the shovel digging a grave in my heart, I am attempting to remove all I once knew of the person who helped me start this account. Every gift, habit, thought, just a painful reminder of my failure to be good enough. With a heavy heart and teary eyes, I remove this part of my life, because the person who helped me find joy in it no longer finds joy in me.

Just a word from the wise: please appreciate who you have when you have them. I obviously did not, and may have altered the rest of my life for my mistake. If I had one wish, I'd take it all back, and try so much harder.

I love you all, and will miss this all so much.
-Cadence