So, for once I actually have news. Well, first off, no longer single. For those who want to know who my new beau is, he's  Atlas21.

Moving right along, school. Well, last semester it seems I made the Dean's list, yay. As of now, I have about one month before I have to go back to school. Like most years involving school, I have mixed feelings. On one hand, I learned that I don't enjoy being away from home as much as I thought I would, but at the same time, it's liberating. Or at least as liberating as it can be with me normally stuck on campus because I can't drive and don't have a car. I also am excited to see my professors again because the more I meet of our Criminal Justice department, the more I think I made the right choice when I chose my major. As for my friends on campus, I really haven't been so good about keeping in touch because I don't like using Facebook, I prefer using the phone so I can at least talk to them directly. It's going to be interesting to see what happened to the friend of mine that discovered he was bi last year. He's honestly got mixed feelings about who he is, but I hope that if nothing else I can help him work through his troubles.

Onto another point of order that's been eating away at me for a while. It seems that no matter where I go, or who I'm with lately, I somehow end up feeling uncomfortable or unwanted. I understand that while some who have actually been around me don't think that I was made to feel unwanted, however in cases like this, perception is reality. I've tried discussing this issue before, but to no honest avail. After canceling my AC plans due to some poor news, I really thought I might start working on this issues, and I've been trying, but the more I work at it, the more it seems to grow worse. On some level, maybe I set myself up to end up feeling bad, I honestly couldn't say. I'd like to think that isn't the case, but it's a possibility. I don't even know who will actually see this, but I figured getting my thoughts out might help.