Some events in my life have happend that is slowly killing my emotions. My mother might havr cancer after finding 3 lumps on her, my love life is just bleeding to death on the floor and i will soon put it out of its misery. So chances are i might leave the fandom and never return, or maybe und up 6 feet under, or in a mental hospital. Dont know, dont fucking care! I am just a empty shell and i cant even think. I should just move away in the middle of no where, buy a real doll, and just go mentaly crazy. I dobt know why life is being this way to me... what the fuck did i donto deserve this?

1: now newly single
2: never getting my fursuit back
3: mom might have cancer

I do good things for others. I help people i dont know and ask for nothing in return.....