life update/commissions & trade updates
8 years ago
hello everyone
life
So a lot has happened since my last journal. So a few days before my birthday on Sep 22nd of this year a good friend/coworker passed away out of the blue. it broke my heart because she acted like a second mom. We had plans to txt and share pictures and update each other on how my friends back home are and such things but then she was stolen from me her daughter, family and friends....i ended up moving late Sep on the 30th and have been struggling to get a job daycare for my daughter or even sew much for that matter. Ive been super depressed because i miss my friend(s) and family. Ive been having a rough time since i got here im trying to sew as much as i can when i can (mostly only at night/weekends if im lucky). My relationship feels like its falling apart and it sucks really bad but ive been trying to fix it but sadly nothing is working....i feel bad when i cry in front of my daughter from having brake downs it really sucks.....im sorry i dont want people to feel bad for me or anything because thats nothing i want to hear at all.
Commissions
I will be/am selling off all/as much as i can of my my little pony collection and am trying to refund as many commissions as i can since i feel horrible for it taking me so long...if someone is patient with me and doesn't mind me taking my time 1 by 1 slowly on there commission pls let me know...i will give you the product and a small refund with the commission. if i feel like i can no longer do your commission i will give a full refund even if i already bought the fur and such for your product...im very sorry again i feel horrible for thinking i could get everyone's stuff done and raise my daughter on my own....im sorry for making everyone wait as long as they have im so so sorry :(
Trades
everyone that has a trade with me i will still be doing since none have a deadline and/or you've already started your side that would be wrong of me to cancel it now so i will not be. IF you have not started your side and i have not started my side you can cancel it it you would like to. i will not be mad at all im sorry again if im going to slow for you if i am pls let me know.
I am not a scammer and would never hold anyone's money if they didn't get the product. ive been scammed by 3 different makers and its a horrible feeling and makes me sad. ive lost over 4K total so i know how it feels to be scammed.
life
So a lot has happened since my last journal. So a few days before my birthday on Sep 22nd of this year a good friend/coworker passed away out of the blue. it broke my heart because she acted like a second mom. We had plans to txt and share pictures and update each other on how my friends back home are and such things but then she was stolen from me her daughter, family and friends....i ended up moving late Sep on the 30th and have been struggling to get a job daycare for my daughter or even sew much for that matter. Ive been super depressed because i miss my friend(s) and family. Ive been having a rough time since i got here im trying to sew as much as i can when i can (mostly only at night/weekends if im lucky). My relationship feels like its falling apart and it sucks really bad but ive been trying to fix it but sadly nothing is working....i feel bad when i cry in front of my daughter from having brake downs it really sucks.....im sorry i dont want people to feel bad for me or anything because thats nothing i want to hear at all.
Commissions
I will be/am selling off all/as much as i can of my my little pony collection and am trying to refund as many commissions as i can since i feel horrible for it taking me so long...if someone is patient with me and doesn't mind me taking my time 1 by 1 slowly on there commission pls let me know...i will give you the product and a small refund with the commission. if i feel like i can no longer do your commission i will give a full refund even if i already bought the fur and such for your product...im very sorry again i feel horrible for thinking i could get everyone's stuff done and raise my daughter on my own....im sorry for making everyone wait as long as they have im so so sorry :(
Trades
everyone that has a trade with me i will still be doing since none have a deadline and/or you've already started your side that would be wrong of me to cancel it now so i will not be. IF you have not started your side and i have not started my side you can cancel it it you would like to. i will not be mad at all im sorry again if im going to slow for you if i am pls let me know.
I am not a scammer and would never hold anyone's money if they didn't get the product. ive been scammed by 3 different makers and its a horrible feeling and makes me sad. ive lost over 4K total so i know how it feels to be scammed.
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