i will keep this brief as i am in a lot of pain and want to try and be as coherent as possible...

at the beginning of June i was in a very serious car accident, my friend who was in the back seat died, my other friend who was driving survived, as did i, though we both were beat up pretty bad. we were t-boned by a tractor trailer at an intersection, the driver was drunk. and no, i'm not going to go into the whole after school special about that...

...i did not have a chance to know many of you, i did not get a chance to be a part of this community like i really wanted to... i really wish i could have, after getting out of a very bad relationship where she thought i was a pervert and freak for liking furry stuff, i finally felt i could find a place in the community... and this happens... i'm not turning my back on being a fur, i'm very happy to be one, but it may be a very long time before i am able to draw again... fuck, it may be a very long time before i can even walk normally again... but i'm alive, and that is something i am very grateful for....

i don't want this to turn into some emo pity party or that this is even some cry for attention, i did get to know some of you on here, and i felt you should know why i haven't responded in two months....

thank you all for the support you've already given me and thank you to those who offer support afterwards...

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