waiting, wanting, worrying.
8 years ago
some say I am crazy, and I'd say that they're at least half right.
You are my hope,
the flicker,
I run toward.
Even in distraction.
You are there.
I'd be lost without,
that distant beacon,
keep my path true.
Your emotion, gives me reason.
I do not fear you,
only the loss of you,
could send me reeling.
I want little more than,
your time,
your touch.
I'd even take, your wrath.
In truth,
we trapped each other,
first me, now you.
From first,
we met.
I baited,
begged,
and bargained.
You looked,
listened,
and logict.
Yet somehow.
We found reason,
to need,
each other.
I was no,
new blossom,
nor prince.
you were no,
young cub,
nor knight.
We were two parts.
Trying to be whole.
I grow ever older,
and more worn,
maybe I am just a fool.
I'm sorry this does try you.
I wasn't trying to be,
your guide,
nor your compass.
Can't you see.
You are mine.
The crown,
was always yours,
even when I'm too tired.
To lift my head.
I still want to.
Though I know,
I've pained you,
I never meant to strain you.
Not to pieces,
nor to rags,
laying out alone.
Tell me when,
to talk,
when I seem distracted.
For I've gone nowhere.
I am here,
looking for your glint,
to know that I'm not yet lost.
the flicker,
I run toward.
Even in distraction.
You are there.
I'd be lost without,
that distant beacon,
keep my path true.
Your emotion, gives me reason.
I do not fear you,
only the loss of you,
could send me reeling.
I want little more than,
your time,
your touch.
I'd even take, your wrath.
In truth,
we trapped each other,
first me, now you.
From first,
we met.
I baited,
begged,
and bargained.
You looked,
listened,
and logict.
Yet somehow.
We found reason,
to need,
each other.
I was no,
new blossom,
nor prince.
you were no,
young cub,
nor knight.
We were two parts.
Trying to be whole.
I grow ever older,
and more worn,
maybe I am just a fool.
I'm sorry this does try you.
I wasn't trying to be,
your guide,
nor your compass.
Can't you see.
You are mine.
The crown,
was always yours,
even when I'm too tired.
To lift my head.
I still want to.
Though I know,
I've pained you,
I never meant to strain you.
Not to pieces,
nor to rags,
laying out alone.
Tell me when,
to talk,
when I seem distracted.
For I've gone nowhere.
I am here,
looking for your glint,
to know that I'm not yet lost.
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