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Well this happenew last night.
8 years ago
So I'm just going to go out and say it. One of my life time best friends tried to commit suicide last night. He's ok at the moment so no need to worry and his at a hospital. He basically tried to overdose on meds. And to be honest that's probably why he tried this. I've seen his mood switch in an instant when he is on them. I hate them. They don't help him at all. But yesterday he just started to text us goodbyes. At first you think it's a joke and personally at one point I went through denial that he didn't even sent it. But after I got my head on straight I started to call my other friends to figure out what was happening. No one know. I drove to his house to get to him and found an ambulance already there. I was terrified pulling up. It instantly turns real. Like as I said I didn't believe it or I didn't want to. I was the first to get there so i was going in blind. But as I said they had him stable and everything so he's safe now at least.
Idk what I'm doing at the moment. I can't even go see him now until Thursday. There's only a 1 hour visit time and I'm working the others. I guess I should just go back to same old same old and be positive and hopeful. Sorta just put it on the back burner till Thursday. Really I should be happy about this. He life was basically saved when you think about it. I should be thankful so I will be
To lighten up the mood I was working on something I found quite funny and was totally random. I might post it tomorrow b/c as I said I think I should keep going forward and stay positive.
Thanks for the vent x3
Idk what I'm doing at the moment. I can't even go see him now until Thursday. There's only a 1 hour visit time and I'm working the others. I guess I should just go back to same old same old and be positive and hopeful. Sorta just put it on the back burner till Thursday. Really I should be happy about this. He life was basically saved when you think about it. I should be thankful so I will be
To lighten up the mood I was working on something I found quite funny and was totally random. I might post it tomorrow b/c as I said I think I should keep going forward and stay positive.
Thanks for the vent x3
Hope your friend will recover well. Really tough to go through but he needs the support from his friends and family more than ever. Help him out in any way that you can.
He should be fine - most suicide survivors never try a second time. He's probably gonna be on suicide watch for a while. They're gonna keep him at a hospital and review his meds. Unfortunately they'll keep him for at least a week and take away his phone. :(
There's visiting hours though, you should go and see him. Bring snacks. The food in those places is terrible.
I really hope he's okay and realizes how terrible what he tried to do is. Sometimes an attempt will dissuade those thoughts from ever entering one's mind again. I hope that's the case here.
Sounds like you're coping okay, though, so at least there's that.
I'm currently going through my own depression and honestly I can only wonder how bad it's for him if mine is the way it is. I wish him the best of luck and that he recovers soon because I've failed in killing myself and it's by far the worst thing you could do aside from succeeding in doing it. I don't know about him, but if he's anything like me, Suicide Hotlines only make things worse though.
I'm sorry to hear about your situation. If you feel like chatting sometime feel free to send me a note if you would like.
You have more important things to deal with anyway, but I appreciate it nonetheless.
The least I could've done was to say my thoughts on the situation, I'm attempting to get my meds and to hear that they messed him up may draw me back from this but I suppose everyone is different. Maybe it is a different medication though, so there's that. I wish him the best of luck with that though, and can only hope that he gets better as well.
But I understand. Though I meant that I would be open to regular normal chitchat too :3
but its up to you.
I appreciate the offer nonetheless and I suppose I could give you my Discord Tag, though I know Discord seems to be for close friends most of the time, we could talk about a platform over notes, and which is the most suitable for you. Always great to make new friends though.
but I would think note are the easiest I guess if you like.