because something is wrong with my hands.



ive been pretty silent online for a while lately, and its because typing isnt even comfortable to me right now.

a few days ago i went to a neurologist to look at my hands/wrists to find out whats going on. good news is i dont have carpel tunnel. bad news, she didnt know what it WAS.
she either suspects its connected to my neck issues, or that years of walking with forearm canes ive worn something out, next week i am schedualed to go to radiology and get xrays and an MRI to investigate further, till then im strapped up in wrist braces.



im really anxious about this..art is my life and my livelyhood and one of my biggest fears is my drawing hand having to be retired.
so im hoping that its an easy fix and i can get back to my daily habits. i miss talking with my friends, i miss drawing and i dont know what to do with myself all day having minimal use of my hands



please be patient with me as im seeing doctors and trying to fix this