First of all, I am aware that I am not on FurAffinity like used to. I have 2 weeks left until the semester is over and I do plan on being full time active when the semester is over since next semester, I signed up for very early classes. I realized that I really don't get notifications anyway since I am mainly on Telegram, Skype, and Discord, but I barely have anybody on my Discord; no one messages me or messages me back on Skype, and Telegram, I am just there and I usually don't get acknowledged. Other than that, I do plan to make a comeback when the semester is over.

REASON I MADE THE TITLE AS THIS is that I have been thinking lately about my main sona, Ty Kazakado. He is meant to be me as an individual, and mainly represents me mentally and emotionally. We are both naturally jittery and usually in a good mood, and often oblivious to things that others may all ready know. He also has a sense of fashion like I do as well since IRL, my fashion line or main one is having on a hoodie, shorts, tennis shoes, and I recently started wearing headphones to school because I wanted to be more like my sona. I actually bought the entire outfit of Ty Kazakado (you can check in my scraps) and I do wear the jacket periodically. I rarely ever wear the orange sneakers, and it's not a good season to wear shorts outside or even inside, and I have a few other hoodies to choose from I can wear. I really feel like my connection with Ty Kazakado is fading, and even when I write and do mini-projects about series and the characters within the series specifically, I don't like to think of new things for Ty. Usually, he and Kenta would be the ones I would focus on first, but as of late, I focus my attention way more on his brother, Rai Kazakado. I really don't ever see Rai being a main character, since he doesn't even get introduced until the 2nd arc of the main storyline. Kenta isn't like me at all since his personality was inspired by a RL friend of mine. I have other characters that I show a greater interest in more than Ty and it bothers me. In the storyline right now, I tweaked it all so that I could fill in the missing spots and stuff and I am at a part where Ty and Maya are talking. I feel like I rush with Ty's lines since they are not too long and they seem kind of generic. I may have to go back and tweak his lines as well. This is only the furry aspect of it, and there is a RL aspect too.

The RL aspect is also making me reconsider as well. I have a group of friends and I said if they were an animal, I would say what I think and they say they can see that, or it's spot on. Some have asked, and I say that I would be a fox (because my fursona is), and I just don't feel comfy saying it since this thought is just taking over. I personally don't see myself as a fox. I really don't share any qualities with them, and everyone in the fandom assumes I am a wolf, and everyone tends to get my name wrong. I say DO NOT call me Snivs, but people still call me that. Some tell me that I am not a fox, and they won't stop arguing and just say that I am not. I really dislike how my favorite animal is not what it seems to be for me.

Personally, I just don't see myself as a fox either, but I don't want to dethrone Ty Kazakado since he was with me since I was 4 years old, and the first character I ever made. I still have that emotional connection, but my interest in him is diminishing. Ty Kazakado will still be here on FA, but I would like to have a fursona that I feel like I can identify without problems. A lot of people have actually blocked me because they dislike my sona and it isn't what they wanted it to be. I am asking for some input, and the more put into it will actually help.

Thanks for reading,

~Ty Kazakado