I am not going to lie. I was wrong in this whole feud with  mylafox. I know the truth of why she had enough of me. It was a one sided relationship, with me doing all the taking. I didn't realize at the time that paying for art and getting to know someone and being their friend are not one and the same. I thought this was about politics, so I went on a rampage, trying my damndest to destroy her personal career and her life, demanding to know why she left me. She's right, this has been an obsession, that if she wasn't there for me at my beck and call, that I would get enraged with her. This behavior is unacceptable and must be corrected. I was blinded by my anger so much so, I am unhappy, with my mere focus of getting revenge on one person. It was an obsession, thinking of it everyday, instead of focusing on the fact that I still have a job, family, friends. I will work on this with my therapist. At this point, words may be meaningless, but I am sorry, Myla, for my mentally unstable behavior. Good luck in your endeavors, in whatever they may be.

I deserve nothing but shame and scorn from everyone for my actions. I don't deserve forgiveness from my friend,  tripleccc. I have put him through so much hell and misery. Frankly, I don't deserve forgiveness for anything. I have acted selfishly, like a little kid throwing a temper tantrum in a supermarket. Chris, sorry for putting you through this. You deserve better.

Finally, I need to apologize to me. You know this isn't the person you want to be seen as, whether it is online or not. My behavior is narcissistic, that whenever people don't give me what I want, I end up being the person I don't want to be. A bully. I need to respect when people stand up and say no to me. I am losing friends with the arrogant attitude I display. So, sorry, everyone.