Hi!
Maybe some of You remember my journal I wrote at october. It was about the worst month I have ever had...well, I didn't know it all will last until now. I fight everyday with a new issue, I started to be exhausted and creating was hard for me. Today was my birthday, and I had a wonderful party at the weekend. My friends made something awesome for me, they don't even know how they helped. I feel a little refreshed and I have more energy for everything. I try to be optimistic but it's hard because my teeth still hurt after two months. I fix one teeth and pay a lot of money, and then another one starts to hurt. I am in a constant pain but I started to believe it all will be okay soon...I just need to be patient. And I need to make some commissions because I used all my savings to heal my teeth. It all is better when I know I have friends by my side, people who are ready to support me and they could even leave everything and travel half of country if I need them... I believe they feel the same about me, I would do anything if they need help.

I remember my 18th birthday... I spent it just with my boyfriend, we didn't have money for anything so we just bought some fruits and made a fruit salad. That was all. I was grateful he spent this day with me but...I expected more. I started to believe I would never have a group of friends, a nice birthday party, I would never experience anything interesting. And now I am 24, and it's the second time when this day is really beautiful.

I am back to work now and I am going to renew the daily painting challenge. Expect some auctions and nice offers soon.
Thank You all for Your support, for tips on my ko-fi, for all comments and critique. It is very important for me and It all helped me to fight with my problems and pain. I am very grateful :D