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the past, is the past.
8 years ago
We Are The Darkness But We're Leaving
We Are The Gods That Are Deceiving
We Are The Painters Of Blind Faith
We Are The Gods That Are Deceiving
We Are The Painters Of Blind Faith
I used to complain about how things happened. What I did to people and what people did to me. Lovers and mates I've lost and those who have lost me. But laying awake at night thinking of how my life would be so much better if I didn't make those mistakes can't change anything. I'm just making tomorrow worse because I'll be more tired.
It hurts a lot to know there's nothing I or anyone can do to revive whats dead. Like I'll always miss Justin and wish things didnt end like they did. Wish I wasn't such an insipid child when we were together. Or how I cheated on Ryan and then told him he stabbed ME in the back for finding someone else so quickly (funny as hell how I was such a fucking kid XD)
I cannot change this or how my life has went up and down. Mostly because of my actions. I look at myself and sure I'm still a little rough. But I'm a lot more refined and mature then I ever was. You definitely should never forget the past, but never live there. It'll always hurt a little. Maybe a lot. Life is the longest thing we do that goes by so quickly. No need to make it harder then it already is.
It hurts a lot to know there's nothing I or anyone can do to revive whats dead. Like I'll always miss Justin and wish things didnt end like they did. Wish I wasn't such an insipid child when we were together. Or how I cheated on Ryan and then told him he stabbed ME in the back for finding someone else so quickly (funny as hell how I was such a fucking kid XD)
I cannot change this or how my life has went up and down. Mostly because of my actions. I look at myself and sure I'm still a little rough. But I'm a lot more refined and mature then I ever was. You definitely should never forget the past, but never live there. It'll always hurt a little. Maybe a lot. Life is the longest thing we do that goes by so quickly. No need to make it harder then it already is.
by Zid
People come and people go,
Friendship's waves do ebb and flow.
Sometimes our bonds slip or break-
It doesn't mean good times were fake.
It doesn't mean friendship was wasted
or you're not worth all the love you've tasted.
Sometimes one just needs some space,
a break from others or change of pace.
Always keep your own heart cherished,
Try not to dwell on ties that perish
for time is known to bring forth change.
Our lives by time are oft rearranged.
Keep reaching out. Let kindness rule.
Let your heart be compassion's tool.
With love within and a selfless self
you'll be rewarded by friendships wealth.
I've spent too long in the dark depths of regret and despair. My white ass needs some sun.