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8 years ago
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- Recently I lost my dog due to sudden seizure.
- Not much of art stuff
- Picked up part-time job because I am broken as fuck
- I lost good chunk of money because government thought it was my time to repay my tuition, so just took them out without my consent, and can’t even get it back because I ‘repaid’ it (lmao thx for making my bank account negative 20 dollars)
- The school was on strike, and now back with shit ton amount of work.
- Was about to lose my dearest friend due to suicide
- Now my cat is sick
- Got dumped in relationship (in a nice way, but still)
- and most of all, my depression got worse
Mostly happened during December, nice.
I would love to rant about my life but I am at the point where I realized that, even if I brag about it, still the reality doesn’t change.
Also there’s memory loss/issue going on, I should not be feel bad about it but just feel super stupid most of the time. I cannot help it lol, it’s brain chemical fucked up.
Basically, I am trapped in the body that’s out of control, amputated leg with little bandaid on and still in the shitty house who can believe I can fucking run like Usain Bolt
I just want to lay down and really do nothing but…I can’t stop work because I am just… too broken lol but
thx for reading all the way down here. I am not dead yet. Nor I want to just continue whatever I am doing, I just need long sleep but the reality sucks a lot.
- Recently I lost my dog due to sudden seizure.
- Not much of art stuff
- Picked up part-time job because I am broken as fuck
- I lost good chunk of money because government thought it was my time to repay my tuition, so just took them out without my consent, and can’t even get it back because I ‘repaid’ it (lmao thx for making my bank account negative 20 dollars)
- The school was on strike, and now back with shit ton amount of work.
- Was about to lose my dearest friend due to suicide
- Now my cat is sick
- Got dumped in relationship (in a nice way, but still)
- and most of all, my depression got worse
Mostly happened during December, nice.
I would love to rant about my life but I am at the point where I realized that, even if I brag about it, still the reality doesn’t change.
Also there’s memory loss/issue going on, I should not be feel bad about it but just feel super stupid most of the time. I cannot help it lol, it’s brain chemical fucked up.
Basically, I am trapped in the body that’s out of control, amputated leg with little bandaid on and still in the shitty house who can believe I can fucking run like Usain Bolt
I just want to lay down and really do nothing but…I can’t stop work because I am just… too broken lol but
thx for reading all the way down here. I am not dead yet. Nor I want to just continue whatever I am doing, I just need long sleep but the reality sucks a lot.
There are a lot of people out there, including myself, that are always willing to be friends or that ear to listen if you ever need it.
For yourself or anyone else that reads this and needs to reach out, you can always talk to me, comment on here, or Note me or if you have Discord, message me there.
It'll be really hard, and i wish sometimes that time would go faster, but it will get better. I was hard pressed to believe that when my own life was turned upside down a month and a half ago, but through my experience, it definitely will slowly, but surely get better.
Just never give up, you have people who care, it's ok to talk about it. We're rooting for you!