Life update and status
7 years ago
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Life update and status
Heya, long time no see.
So literally, I've been suffering hardcore from my real life that I haven't been able to do anything... lmao yes what a sad life.
I'm managing my life at the very minimum, try not to be homeless now.
With mental illness and the minimum wage + total 10 hours per week job does not help my current situation, but been shoving my resume to everywhere to hear back or get 2nd / full-time job, but not a luck.
Depression getting worse but I just suck at cooping at it nor I do not know how to.
Been trying to do exercise, couldn't keep up. Have a ridiculous allergy to the unknown subject so I get hive all the time whenever I go outside, can't even walk freely.
My summer was consumed by my sadness and financial crisis, and it's still ongoing.
Been consumed by credit debt collectors, and soon I'll be again.
I haven't been to grocery shopping for two months, but eating leftover premade food from where I currently work or food bank. But it's far, so I don't go to food bank often.
Trying to save up as much as possible but it's just impossible, I pay for my phone, rent, loan and still, I have -$30.00 in my bank account.
I do get government help for low income but it's not whole a lot.
Being poor makes me tired at the point, sorry for long disappearance, but I just needed to manage my life.
Most of them are out of hand, but well. IDK.
I'm slow, bare with me, I'll try to be fast.
Heya, long time no see.
So literally, I've been suffering hardcore from my real life that I haven't been able to do anything... lmao yes what a sad life.
I'm managing my life at the very minimum, try not to be homeless now.
With mental illness and the minimum wage + total 10 hours per week job does not help my current situation, but been shoving my resume to everywhere to hear back or get 2nd / full-time job, but not a luck.
Depression getting worse but I just suck at cooping at it nor I do not know how to.
Been trying to do exercise, couldn't keep up. Have a ridiculous allergy to the unknown subject so I get hive all the time whenever I go outside, can't even walk freely.
My summer was consumed by my sadness and financial crisis, and it's still ongoing.
Been consumed by credit debt collectors, and soon I'll be again.
I haven't been to grocery shopping for two months, but eating leftover premade food from where I currently work or food bank. But it's far, so I don't go to food bank often.
Trying to save up as much as possible but it's just impossible, I pay for my phone, rent, loan and still, I have -$30.00 in my bank account.
I do get government help for low income but it's not whole a lot.
Being poor makes me tired at the point, sorry for long disappearance, but I just needed to manage my life.
Most of them are out of hand, but well. IDK.
I'm slow, bare with me, I'll try to be fast.
So let's see what I have lmao besides depression :/
and yeah, ever since I started suffer from it. it just makes me unhuman. Just... so weird, it's not like I'm crippled or anything but I cannot fully function as. human being.