My temper usually feels like a roller-coaster. Depending on each time, day or period... I am just as calm and cheerful as a toddler sit on the ground playing with his toys while sitting on his Pampers. However, there is times when I am... Well... Just f*cking pissed. Raging like freaking hell for no apparent reason at all, and what it makes worst is the fact that nothing seems to calm me down. Horribly enough, nothing occupy my mind.

I mean... Damn it. I just want to study and take care of home, but just imagining doing this already pisses me off. Why? I don't understand at all. I literally have to take pills for it, but why? It feels so freaking ridiculous, but it the only thing besides feel toddlerish that helps me. I hate myself for that in many, many ways.