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2017? It wasn't better than last year
8 years ago
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BORF BORF! So 2017 did not turn up the year that was even better for me, it seem to get worse and worse even than last year. I've seemed to have done so many things to cause me to Lose Friends, not feel welcome, as well as not feel attractive enough for anybody. My living situation is still relatively the same, still living with a roommate who has power trips and is paranoid about who is around their child. I can't have people over no matter what situation occurs, and I can't even clean or cook after a certain amount of time because the babies to sleep. I know what I was getting into when I want to move in but I didn't expect limitations to be so hard just because a child is in the house. I lived with kids that are from my sister and my brother and never had to deal with these kind of limitations ever. And it makes me feel I'm like trapped inside my own house.
2017 hasn't been kind me in many ways, especially when it comes to my love life. I've used so many dating apps, like scruff, Growler, Tinder, Adam for Adam, OkCupid, even Ferzu. All my attempts have been shot down, even with those I met on other things such as games and meetup groups. I've beat myself up over my single life so much that I really just want to quit all together because I don't see myself ever getting in a relationship because I've haven't had one yet and I'm 27 years of age. I've dealt with so many rejections so far, I recently had one guy I was into but now I know he doesn't want anything because he rather have a woman instead. So that's my 13th rejection so far. I did have a chance before with someone else I knew but I declined him because I was scared of what was going to happen, and it wasn't his fault either I let my fears get in the way of things.
This year has been so shity so far and I'm pretty sure 2018 will be no better. I mean I'm already going to therapy because I had a suicidal thought, even though I can never go through with it just having that suicidal thought scared the crap out of me and now I'm having therapy and I don't feel like it's working at all because I'm still acting the same way as I do before. So for everyone out there? Enjoy the years to come they'll be better for you but for me I will still be in the same place as ever.
2017 hasn't been kind me in many ways, especially when it comes to my love life. I've used so many dating apps, like scruff, Growler, Tinder, Adam for Adam, OkCupid, even Ferzu. All my attempts have been shot down, even with those I met on other things such as games and meetup groups. I've beat myself up over my single life so much that I really just want to quit all together because I don't see myself ever getting in a relationship because I've haven't had one yet and I'm 27 years of age. I've dealt with so many rejections so far, I recently had one guy I was into but now I know he doesn't want anything because he rather have a woman instead. So that's my 13th rejection so far. I did have a chance before with someone else I knew but I declined him because I was scared of what was going to happen, and it wasn't his fault either I let my fears get in the way of things.
This year has been so shity so far and I'm pretty sure 2018 will be no better. I mean I'm already going to therapy because I had a suicidal thought, even though I can never go through with it just having that suicidal thought scared the crap out of me and now I'm having therapy and I don't feel like it's working at all because I'm still acting the same way as I do before. So for everyone out there? Enjoy the years to come they'll be better for you but for me I will still be in the same place as ever.
"Happy" is defined differently by everyone. For some people, money makes them happy. For some, it's love. There are even those who find happiness just avoiding people all together.
You'll create your own Haven some day. Just remember, Rome wasn't built in a day. These things take time and patience.
Just don't give up.
I must admit, I never had luck with dating either. It was terrible mostly and this dating apps are just helpful, if you look for sex dates, from what I can tell. I would suggest, don't look too hard for an relationship. Just make contact and learn about the guys you meet. Over time you finally find this special guy, I am sure. 27 isn't really an age you should think it's too late. And maybe you should open again for this person which you mentioned and you rejected, you can't let doubts stand in your way or you never can get an relationship. It needs to come from both sides.
Your summary isn't really positive, but that doesn't mean that future can't be. Don't let yourself push down, I am sure you can turn things to the better. And that you was scared about this suicidal thoughts show, that you still rely to life. I hope you can make the best out of it, I definitely wish you the best for your future.