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16 years ago
:1: Even before I was made aware, that you can play the Raspberry on Gekko, I have found relationships to be something of strangeness and peculiarity.
:2: I'm an asexual. I have libido, but I can't really wrap my head around the concept of actually having sexual intercourse with someone.
:3: I am highly afraid of "feeshies", yet I somehow managed to do nine traumatising months of forced labour in a nursing home in exchange for being spared the ghastly experiences of the army.
:4: Having had all that wrinkly oldness around me on a near daily basis (12-day work week, and sometimes I didn't even get that one weekend and then got a 19-day work week and a 5-day work week before returning to the 12-day work week), I was no longer able to look at human porn because I would imagine each photographed faceless torso 60 years older and unable to wash itself. Briefly said, I saw work where there was none.
:5: Tsadoon pretty much arose as a bit of a hedonistic antithesis to the dual dominance of the Robat and Mu aspects because they were so ascetically and asexually happy together.
:6: Sometimes I think, I'm already dead. Well, technically "I" have died with the breakdown of Treborius and the rise of the current Triumspiritus. But there is also a lack of ambition on my part which I sometimes become painfully aware of when I look at my supposed peers and the things they aspire to. I guess, that's just quarterlife crisis getting to me.
:7: I used to be self-confident and skilled/disciplined with driving the car, but I have continually grown to hate driving by myself to the point, that I choose public transportation and walking over driving the car, even when taking the car would be the smartest choice. Still, the good thing about it is, that I am not forced into wage-slavery in order to continually feed a car with insurance contributions and gas money. Out before Iraq-war caused price surge :D
:8: In late 2005 I found something with neither signifiant nor signifié while on my regular intravisonal trips. It emitted an indescribable amount of emotional warmth, and the closer you came to it the less the world mattered to you. Because the closer you came to this ungraspable source of emotional warmth only one thing remained: "You are loved". The world I so desperately want to change at least a little began fading away into insignificance in exchange for this blissful never-ending warmth. In the end, I chose the world for the time being because I am that kind of fool. I know whatever it is, it will wait and will be unphased by neither my success nor my failure because the world doesn't matter to it as long as it will have me in the end.
:2: I'm an asexual. I have libido, but I can't really wrap my head around the concept of actually having sexual intercourse with someone.
:3: I am highly afraid of "feeshies", yet I somehow managed to do nine traumatising months of forced labour in a nursing home in exchange for being spared the ghastly experiences of the army.
:4: Having had all that wrinkly oldness around me on a near daily basis (12-day work week, and sometimes I didn't even get that one weekend and then got a 19-day work week and a 5-day work week before returning to the 12-day work week), I was no longer able to look at human porn because I would imagine each photographed faceless torso 60 years older and unable to wash itself. Briefly said, I saw work where there was none.
:5: Tsadoon pretty much arose as a bit of a hedonistic antithesis to the dual dominance of the Robat and Mu aspects because they were so ascetically and asexually happy together.
:6: Sometimes I think, I'm already dead. Well, technically "I" have died with the breakdown of Treborius and the rise of the current Triumspiritus. But there is also a lack of ambition on my part which I sometimes become painfully aware of when I look at my supposed peers and the things they aspire to. I guess, that's just quarterlife crisis getting to me.
:7: I used to be self-confident and skilled/disciplined with driving the car, but I have continually grown to hate driving by myself to the point, that I choose public transportation and walking over driving the car, even when taking the car would be the smartest choice. Still, the good thing about it is, that I am not forced into wage-slavery in order to continually feed a car with insurance contributions and gas money. Out before Iraq-war caused price surge :D
:8: In late 2005 I found something with neither signifiant nor signifié while on my regular intravisonal trips. It emitted an indescribable amount of emotional warmth, and the closer you came to it the less the world mattered to you. Because the closer you came to this ungraspable source of emotional warmth only one thing remained: "You are loved". The world I so desperately want to change at least a little began fading away into insignificance in exchange for this blissful never-ending warmth. In the end, I chose the world for the time being because I am that kind of fool. I know whatever it is, it will wait and will be unphased by neither my success nor my failure because the world doesn't matter to it as long as it will have me in the end.
