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A very late update... Last update?
7 years ago
I didn't really plan to post here, but I should probably at least give THIS update in particular.
2017 is nearly over, and I'm feeling a bit mixed about these last couple of months. In general, my year was GREAT, up until random things crushing my NotWorkTime these last two months. Hopefully I can pull myself out of this idiot-pit by the time the calendar flips!
Artistically, I set myself a goal this year that I really hoped to achieve. It was something I blew out of the water last year, and 8 months into this year, I was about 80% done with it. Coming into this last 6 weeks, though, I got hit hard with a lack of everything. Ideas, inspiration, motivation, etc. Stalled a lot, got nothing done, and I missed the last part of my goal by something I should've been able to finish two whole months ago. That's been disheartening. I've been a lot more depressed about that, on top of other things, than I would like to have been. I was literally three things away from getting there. Gah.
Besides that stuff, I feel I'm also starting to drift away from here. Most of the people I know and love to keep up with have gone very quiet in recent months, and it feels like a lot of interests are sorta just shifting, so I just feel really isolated and out-of-place.
I ended up pulling down a chunk of my uploads here the other day, and sorta feel like I should just leave. I'd still be out there, just maybe not here.
Soooo...
Yup. I feel really adult right now.
I'm just so tired of feeling bad about everything I do all the time. I'm hoping that next year will be a very positive change in that regard, even if I post in fewer places and have fewer friends around. I plan to try hard for it anyway.
Aaaaaaaaaaand beyond that, I hope everyone that follows me (as well as everyone I follow!) had a great holiday season, and follows it up with a wonderful new year! Despite my own negativity and struggling, and whether or not I am still here in the future, hopefully things only improve coming up!
2017 is nearly over, and I'm feeling a bit mixed about these last couple of months. In general, my year was GREAT, up until random things crushing my NotWorkTime these last two months. Hopefully I can pull myself out of this idiot-pit by the time the calendar flips!
Artistically, I set myself a goal this year that I really hoped to achieve. It was something I blew out of the water last year, and 8 months into this year, I was about 80% done with it. Coming into this last 6 weeks, though, I got hit hard with a lack of everything. Ideas, inspiration, motivation, etc. Stalled a lot, got nothing done, and I missed the last part of my goal by something I should've been able to finish two whole months ago. That's been disheartening. I've been a lot more depressed about that, on top of other things, than I would like to have been. I was literally three things away from getting there. Gah.
Besides that stuff, I feel I'm also starting to drift away from here. Most of the people I know and love to keep up with have gone very quiet in recent months, and it feels like a lot of interests are sorta just shifting, so I just feel really isolated and out-of-place.
I ended up pulling down a chunk of my uploads here the other day, and sorta feel like I should just leave. I'd still be out there, just maybe not here.
Soooo...
Yup. I feel really adult right now.
I'm just so tired of feeling bad about everything I do all the time. I'm hoping that next year will be a very positive change in that regard, even if I post in fewer places and have fewer friends around. I plan to try hard for it anyway.
Aaaaaaaaaaand beyond that, I hope everyone that follows me (as well as everyone I follow!) had a great holiday season, and follows it up with a wonderful new year! Despite my own negativity and struggling, and whether or not I am still here in the future, hopefully things only improve coming up!
I'm just trying to cut myself away from the things that are making me dislike what I do.
Positive Energy @ you, too!
Eh. I dunno. It's really hard to explain all the things in my head around this. Regardless, I don't know that I won't come back someday, for what that's worth. For now, though, I don't feel like feeding into things that make me feel bad anymore, so I'm just going to sorta back away.
Positive Vibes @ all the nice people and artists on the site anyway, though! I'm glad that people care at all, or liked anything I ever did, and I hope things continue along well for everyone else; I think things just caught up to me.
Positive Vibes @ you, too! Hopefully the future only brings betterness to everyone!
And my art will still be out there! I'm not planning to stop anytime soon - I'm just not going to be posting here on FA anymore for the time being. :o
Have a good new year, too!
but know ill always be a turvert for your art
And woo! The art will still be there. There's just going to be more separation between myself as a general artist, and the NSFW stuff. It'll still be out there, too, but not on the same pages. And I'm just going to focus my general art on a site where I don't feel sooooooooooo out of place with the entire community like I do, too. And otherstuff.
ANYWAY! Turvert away! Always need those around, right? Hahaha