hope everyone has enjoyed their holidays!!! !

everything will go back to reality soon, but though this past year has had a LOt of ups and downs for me. a lot of needing to wisen up, a lot of realizing that I need to change. a lot of personal drama and inner meltdowns, but i've turned out better and understood people, and myself, much better because of it. i've come to understand that i can't just keep leading the same self-destructive path as i always have. sure, i've been spending so long wanting to die and being reckless w all my decisions, that i never really planned this far for my future. but that's no excuse anymore.

i've been making plans to make this upcoming year mine. getting an education is one thing, and enjoying the furrypinas con in may is another thing. hopefully things will fall into place this year.