I know I have not put as much up here. A big part of that is that much of what I put up from my other stories won't fit here, and I sadly only have so many hours to create and so much physical/mental energy. You know it seems like forever ago that I was sure I'd never be able to say that again. Still feels surreal. Still has me worried I'll end up burning out.

It's been a crazy year though and I wanted to make sure my friends here know I'm grateful to them. I don't think I will ever be 'fixed', and part of me feels guilty at the idea of trying. But I'm less broken and I owe it to the people around me. Both those I talk to every day and those I don't see as much as I like. Something I need to fix at some point thanks to YIM going belly up.

I did put up a few things here, though. Things that represent what I feel is some of my best work. Hopefully I will do that again, and I'm contemplating a few other ideas. Who knows, maybe some day I can start to take trades and requests beyond the once or twice a year things I do with people I know well and know will understand if a super short story takes me half a year to get my head around. For now, well, The year sucked in many ways. but I want to let you all know wehre I am and that I am thinking of everyone.