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Why I disappeared
8 years ago
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Hello, I don't know if you noticed, but I deactivated my Furaffinity account sometime around Christmas.
The reason for this was that I have been hurt, and nastily so. I am not an expert at dealing with emotional issues, but what I do know is that I shouldn't stalk them, and deactivating my profile really was a necessary measure. Because every time I went to FA, a voice in my head(As in conscience, not the schizophrenia symptom) would say "You know you're just going to look at their profile? And if you don't, then you are hoping for a message from them, even if it's an angry one. You know that". The voice was right. I kept looking back on FA every day. If I deleted my account, I would have no reason to do it.
It's worked. I am reactivating it now though, because I feel certain I've begun to move on and won't stalk them. Besides, there are things worth keeping here, and reasons to keep using this profile.
That's about it I guess.
The reason for this was that I have been hurt, and nastily so. I am not an expert at dealing with emotional issues, but what I do know is that I shouldn't stalk them, and deactivating my profile really was a necessary measure. Because every time I went to FA, a voice in my head(As in conscience, not the schizophrenia symptom) would say "You know you're just going to look at their profile? And if you don't, then you are hoping for a message from them, even if it's an angry one. You know that". The voice was right. I kept looking back on FA every day. If I deleted my account, I would have no reason to do it.
It's worked. I am reactivating it now though, because I feel certain I've begun to move on and won't stalk them. Besides, there are things worth keeping here, and reasons to keep using this profile.
That's about it I guess.
