With my finances tightening up and rea life problems getting in the way, I'm going to have to basically quit my commissioning, even if it's going halfsies I simply can't afford them anymore. I have a batch coming up soon that I'll be posting once they're finished, but after that it will be a rare sight to see a new piece posted on here. I'm in dire need of purchasing my new car since mine just blew $2000 to be fixed, totalling $7000 in a single year on repairs alone, so unless it's gift art there will be no more commissioned art from me.
On another note, I will also be closing my doors to RP since it causes me nothing but pain, reminding me how alone I actually am and how sad it makes me feel that I have to resort to typefucking just to feel some hint of intimacy with someone. It has also been brought to my attention it makes me come off as nothing more than a horndog and that my only objective is to screw, and that's not who I am whatsoever. It's spiralled me into a deep pit of depression that I haven't been able to shake off completely yet, but it's going to happen. I still have a few friends I do it with on occasion, and to you guys you'll notice I'm cutting back on it because it really does just make me feel awful.
Too many of you live too far away and it's been my only way of showing some sort of gratitude/affection towards you, but it's only driven you away and make me even more alone than I already am. Honestly at the rate things have been going here, I wouldn't be surprised if in the near future I made a final journal and closed my furry accounts altogether, including my social media and messaging apps. It feels like I've run my usage here and I'm all worn out, and it may be time for me to leave soon. Won't be today, won't be tomorrow, but soon I feel.

That's all I have for now.