for the few who might still watch me and wonder where I have been, In April of 2018 my Husband whom I love dearly and still share custody of an 18 year old Autistic Daughter with and I AM sealed to for time and all eternity filed for divorce.

this cruel and tragic turn of events left me shattered emotionally spiritually financially socially legally and well, in basically any way a person can be shattered, and I am hardly beginning to recover. have no Idea who or what I will be when I finally do began to truly recover, although I'm sure I will in time.

what brought me here this time was I am working on editing my very random story as it is posted on Paragangia wiki at what used to be called wikia and is now called fandom.

I am still my only fan but oh well...I stumble forward to keep from falling back I guess.

I've been, emotionally, rather tending towards suicidal thoughts lately, though I would never chose that path. I console myself that since I'm 56 and a half I need only wait about 53and a half more years. I can do that because I made it through these first 56 and half, which wasn't easy.

LOL

other than that I'm doing good. busy trying to put 20 years of hoarding in order in a tiny apartment and trying to earn enough money to survive. not making any artwork to speak of.

I'm working part time as a personal assistant for a lady who is blind and had a stroke, and I am also working part time with the therapeutic recreation program [helping developmentally disabled adults with crafts gardening cooking bowling etc]

I need to get myself going to find a job I can actually survive on. oh well.