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I'M NOT DEAD! An update.
16 years ago
I'm waiting for the day I feel a natural emotion.
Rejoice!
He is not dead.
Well, not entirely.
I've just been ultra busy with work, it tires me out soo friggen bad. Cleaning schools for 10 hours a day sucks.
AND LORD TUNDERIN JEEZUS I HAVE FOUND HELL!!!
It is the special needs classrooms in the first high school that I went to. Dear lord they are disgusting.
and some of the horror stories that I've heard from my coworkers... I swear I'll always clean up after myself o.o
OK: now, news about me, my art, blah blah blah
Emotionally, I'm doing pretty good. Doubled the dosage of my medication, seems to be working very well. However, a few days ago I had a panic attack and became agoraphobic for a bit. But meh. I'm better now. I've been very ... not craving real social interaction, just been content talking with a few people that I really care about, and online friends (WHO I ALSO CARE ABOUT!). There is one thing that has me (surprise!) feeling up. I've met someone that I really like... and who actually really likes me back (holy shit thats a first!). and he doesn't live in like america or anything... is going to be moving 2 hours away from Red Deer :3
Artwise, I've been doodling at work, I've got one picture that I'm inking, was exploring trying to make my 'sona look a little more.. mature. SWEATERVESTS!
I also got paypal recently. I'm loving this whole commission thing x3
Wanting to take some of my own, but I aint good enough yet :P
Still hoping to go to Vancouver for animation and 3d character modelling. I got maya on my computer and have been practicing with it for a bit.
Going to Edmonton this weekend for a little photoshoot session and to see my other-family. I miss
tenshisirius a hell of a lot. Her pillows smell like her >.>
and because I'm a bandwagon fag, I'll do the next meme I find!!!
which was this 3 thing. stolen from
kinkycoyote whom I really want to meet in real life >.>
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tyler
2. Sylas
3. Sir.
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. **SYLAS**[insert song lyrics or loltastic quote]
2. Banjo
3. Sven Sorge
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Got naked
2. Touch myself vigorously
3. light incense
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm generally nice but CAN be a dick if I need to be
2. I'm quite open-minded, might not like some stuff, but I'll tolerate it as long as its not like... child rape or anything D:
3. I'm hairy :D
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My bodysize
2. My mental instability
3. My farmers tan
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. NEWFIE
2. Welsh
3. Norwegian
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Everything. I'm not kidding.
2. STDs
3. My parents fucking
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Nothing
2. At
3. All
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Oxygen
2. Internet
3. Delicious food
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My penis (nicknamed the professor by my only gf. TMI? :D)
2. synthesizers
3. sketchbooks
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Skinny Puppy
2. Gogol Bordello
3. The Dresden Dolls
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Love?
2. Anti-depressants?
3. Sex with midgets
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Childhood (Don't) A Go Go by Dr. Steel
2. About a Girl - Nirvana
3. Enjoy the Silence - Depeche Mode
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. metal etching
2. neo-plasticism
3. stable relationship
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Doing drugs
2. Failing 3d design
3. deciding it would be a good idea to only eat once a week. FUCK I WAS A STUPID KID!
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Cuddles
2. Mutual love and respect
3. Versatility. If... you get what I mean. >.>
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. Nothing
2. At
3. All .... ... *cries in the corner*
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I'm 5"9
2. I fit into a little girls leotard, size 10
3. I'm actually Xenu
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE (SAME) SEX:
1. A nice butt
2. A cute face (preferably with a little facial hair)
3. A nice huggable cuddly belly
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Stay still
2. Not wipe my hands on my jeans while eating
3. Vag. it has teeth you know
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Nothing
2. Other than
3. Not being able to see my pelvis
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Some fucking TALENT D:
2. an 808 or 909
3. fuck that, I dont like me. I'd want to make my friends lives better. give them all a million dollars.
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Loneliness
2. Alienation
3. Sexual confusion from an early age
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Watching movies
2. Reading comic books
3. Drawing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have sex with something that isnt my hand and is a person
2. Get rid of these fucking migraines
3. Turn into a jet. Bomb the russians
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Animator
2. Prostitute
3. Professional Homeless Crackhead
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Paris
2. Disneyland (GOING THERE THIS NOVEMBER... again... >.> any peeps in that area?)
3. Sweden
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Booga
2. Black Pete
3. Quaker (ok, hes from a comic. but he makes me want to dress as an amish person. oh, and fuck an amish persons brains out)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Feel real love
2. HAve wonderful sex with Nick Frost
3. Actually get some work published in some way (movie.. book... comic... porn mag.. I dunno)
WEE THAT WAS FUN
He is not dead.
Well, not entirely.
I've just been ultra busy with work, it tires me out soo friggen bad. Cleaning schools for 10 hours a day sucks.
AND LORD TUNDERIN JEEZUS I HAVE FOUND HELL!!!
It is the special needs classrooms in the first high school that I went to. Dear lord they are disgusting.
and some of the horror stories that I've heard from my coworkers... I swear I'll always clean up after myself o.o
OK: now, news about me, my art, blah blah blah
Emotionally, I'm doing pretty good. Doubled the dosage of my medication, seems to be working very well. However, a few days ago I had a panic attack and became agoraphobic for a bit. But meh. I'm better now. I've been very ... not craving real social interaction, just been content talking with a few people that I really care about, and online friends (WHO I ALSO CARE ABOUT!). There is one thing that has me (surprise!) feeling up. I've met someone that I really like... and who actually really likes me back (holy shit thats a first!). and he doesn't live in like america or anything... is going to be moving 2 hours away from Red Deer :3
Artwise, I've been doodling at work, I've got one picture that I'm inking, was exploring trying to make my 'sona look a little more.. mature. SWEATERVESTS!
I also got paypal recently. I'm loving this whole commission thing x3
Wanting to take some of my own, but I aint good enough yet :P
Still hoping to go to Vancouver for animation and 3d character modelling. I got maya on my computer and have been practicing with it for a bit.
Going to Edmonton this weekend for a little photoshoot session and to see my other-family. I miss
tenshisirius a hell of a lot. Her pillows smell like her >.>and because I'm a bandwagon fag, I'll do the next meme I find!!!
which was this 3 thing. stolen from
kinkycoyote whom I really want to meet in real life >.>THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tyler
2. Sylas
3. Sir.
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. **SYLAS**[insert song lyrics or loltastic quote]
2. Banjo
3. Sven Sorge
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Got naked
2. Touch myself vigorously
3. light incense
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm generally nice but CAN be a dick if I need to be
2. I'm quite open-minded, might not like some stuff, but I'll tolerate it as long as its not like... child rape or anything D:
3. I'm hairy :D
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My bodysize
2. My mental instability
3. My farmers tan
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. NEWFIE
2. Welsh
3. Norwegian
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Everything. I'm not kidding.
2. STDs
3. My parents fucking
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Nothing
2. At
3. All
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Oxygen
2. Internet
3. Delicious food
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My penis (nicknamed the professor by my only gf. TMI? :D)
2. synthesizers
3. sketchbooks
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Skinny Puppy
2. Gogol Bordello
3. The Dresden Dolls
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Love?
2. Anti-depressants?
3. Sex with midgets
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Childhood (Don't) A Go Go by Dr. Steel
2. About a Girl - Nirvana
3. Enjoy the Silence - Depeche Mode
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. metal etching
2. neo-plasticism
3. stable relationship
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Doing drugs
2. Failing 3d design
3. deciding it would be a good idea to only eat once a week. FUCK I WAS A STUPID KID!
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Cuddles
2. Mutual love and respect
3. Versatility. If... you get what I mean. >.>
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. Nothing
2. At
3. All .... ... *cries in the corner*
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I'm 5"9
2. I fit into a little girls leotard, size 10
3. I'm actually Xenu
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE (SAME) SEX:
1. A nice butt
2. A cute face (preferably with a little facial hair)
3. A nice huggable cuddly belly
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Stay still
2. Not wipe my hands on my jeans while eating
3. Vag. it has teeth you know
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Nothing
2. Other than
3. Not being able to see my pelvis
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Some fucking TALENT D:
2. an 808 or 909
3. fuck that, I dont like me. I'd want to make my friends lives better. give them all a million dollars.
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Loneliness
2. Alienation
3. Sexual confusion from an early age
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Watching movies
2. Reading comic books
3. Drawing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Have sex with something that isnt my hand and is a person
2. Get rid of these fucking migraines
3. Turn into a jet. Bomb the russians
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Animator
2. Prostitute
3. Professional Homeless Crackhead
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Paris
2. Disneyland (GOING THERE THIS NOVEMBER... again... >.> any peeps in that area?)
3. Sweden
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Booga
2. Black Pete
3. Quaker (ok, hes from a comic. but he makes me want to dress as an amish person. oh, and fuck an amish persons brains out)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Feel real love
2. HAve wonderful sex with Nick Frost
3. Actually get some work published in some way (movie.. book... comic... porn mag.. I dunno)
WEE THAT WAS FUN
say do you have an idea why do you get migraines?
i get alot of them
I think the reason I get the headaches is because of the increase of my meds, they got more frequent after that happened
im still trying to find out what causes mine, now am getting dizzy after that
Thats the best weapon to use when you wont stop touching me 8D
"I fit into a little girls leotard, size 10"
I hope thats not a lie.
I miss you too bb gurl D:
Can't wait for tomorrow <3
its not. we have pictures...
<3 <3
And I wanna meet you sometime, too, fella...
Much love,
KC
Superultraawesomehugstimesinfinity
Much love for you too
PS: How have you been doing? It's been like a hell of a long time since I emailed you