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SINGLE AGAIN BUT: PODCAST UPDATE BUT:
7 years ago
Hi, hope you are having a good day~
Hey, yup I'm single again though I'm not on the market just yet.
I had got out of a hard brake up with a guy who cheated on me and jumped into something else the next day. I felt awful after a while and so yesterday I had to brake it off.
The guy just with in seconds hooked back with his ex but I'm not mad. I understand him: I feel I'm co-depended on having someone which makes it hard to 100% be in love with that person. I felt love then it just went away. (The guys not bad) it's just do to being co-depended my love life is 100% troublesome.
I think I'll give it time to heal from the one who cheated on me before I date again. I have to think about do I love or do I want before I date again. I'm not on the love right now. I honestly don't feel love or desire for anyone romantically or sexually.
I know I've said this before but I thought about it hard for the last few days, thought hard and finally said " I"m way to co-depended and that's why love and me don't work"
That's the 100% truth on why it doesn't work with me. I rush into to many to count times with so called ' love' then I become a heartbreak or heartbroken. It's like "Woah Cherry! Slow down!" .
It just feels good when someone admits they like you but only for a little while. I've had to many and never heal from the one's that felt ' real " then I get hurt.
I sometimes wonder why I either feel the need to be loved or love. Do I love?
This has been on the back of my mind for a long time. When I end up with someone the sparks go away and fast!
I'm going to give myself some time to heal from being co-dependent then maybe as long as it takes I'll try again. MAYBE! I will date again but at this moment I'm not ready. I'll take all my might to get away from being co-depended and think a while. This time for real.
I'm not trying to be an ass but, please keep from telling me how you feel about me. I'm not that into you. Thank you~
I AM NOT THAT FISH IN THE SEA
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Anywhom: Podcast talk.
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Me and the person where holding off on the podcast for a few months due to RL issues but let's not get into that.
We are going to talk about times and days when we want to start and post the podcast. He's also drawn out our cute little podcast characters because we refuse to show our faces while podcasting.
The podcast is going to be called Y.I which is going to every subject change start with why I :
I feel like we are going to have fun! And yes I will keep you all posted on how it's going. I've had more then one person excited to see our podcast so hope to get some support. But, even if we don't we are doing this for US. We are posting it for YOUR entertainment.
We don't expect to be super duper popular so don't worry about that.
But yeah, I'll def keep you posted.
I had got out of a hard brake up with a guy who cheated on me and jumped into something else the next day. I felt awful after a while and so yesterday I had to brake it off.
The guy just with in seconds hooked back with his ex but I'm not mad. I understand him: I feel I'm co-depended on having someone which makes it hard to 100% be in love with that person. I felt love then it just went away. (The guys not bad) it's just do to being co-depended my love life is 100% troublesome.
I think I'll give it time to heal from the one who cheated on me before I date again. I have to think about do I love or do I want before I date again. I'm not on the love right now. I honestly don't feel love or desire for anyone romantically or sexually.
I know I've said this before but I thought about it hard for the last few days, thought hard and finally said " I"m way to co-depended and that's why love and me don't work"
That's the 100% truth on why it doesn't work with me. I rush into to many to count times with so called ' love' then I become a heartbreak or heartbroken. It's like "Woah Cherry! Slow down!" .
It just feels good when someone admits they like you but only for a little while. I've had to many and never heal from the one's that felt ' real " then I get hurt.
I sometimes wonder why I either feel the need to be loved or love. Do I love?
This has been on the back of my mind for a long time. When I end up with someone the sparks go away and fast!
I'm going to give myself some time to heal from being co-dependent then maybe as long as it takes I'll try again. MAYBE! I will date again but at this moment I'm not ready. I'll take all my might to get away from being co-depended and think a while. This time for real.
I'm not trying to be an ass but, please keep from telling me how you feel about me. I'm not that into you. Thank you~
I AM NOT THAT FISH IN THE SEA
---
Anywhom: Podcast talk.
--
Me and the person where holding off on the podcast for a few months due to RL issues but let's not get into that.
We are going to talk about times and days when we want to start and post the podcast. He's also drawn out our cute little podcast characters because we refuse to show our faces while podcasting.
The podcast is going to be called Y.I which is going to every subject change start with why I :
I feel like we are going to have fun! And yes I will keep you all posted on how it's going. I've had more then one person excited to see our podcast so hope to get some support. But, even if we don't we are doing this for US. We are posting it for YOUR entertainment.
We don't expect to be super duper popular so don't worry about that.
But yeah, I'll def keep you posted.
