Hello everyone, my name its Raxur,. First of all, i still need a lot of practice with my english, so sorry in advence for any strange grammar that you will see in this (or next journals). I dont have a lot of experience in the furry community; but little by little, I'm getting into this fantastic world. It's a real pleasure to meet you all.

The truth its, I created my FA page 2 years ago, but never had the courage or motivation to continue uploadiing anythin on it, or participating in the community of this page. I had been very, extremely shy all my life, and tried to change that in the past, with not result until now. These last months, I have lived several experiences that have helped me overcome my shyness. Had lived new events and I have met wonderful people that have motivated me to continue here. In particular, I thank a new friend who has helped me a lot these past few days to introduce me into this community. (thank you buddy, i hope that you can read this ;) )

The previous was, for two very important points that I want to share with all of you and I kept quiet for a long time. Previously, I received messages and notes from other users who wanted to contact me. That was like some months or a year before. Yes, I read those messages, but I never bothered to respond or keep in touch; part for my all time consuming work (the risks of having your own business) and the other for my shyness and the fear to the rejection. If you ever had send my a message, a shout o a note and i never answered you, i apologize, with all my heart; never wanted to hurt anyone.

The second it's something I've fought for a long time. I am bisexual (but I feel more attracted to other men), and never had the courage to say it loud. I have always liked women, but it was only two years ago that I discovered my like for other men. I know it does not seem like a big deal (after all, my entire gallery contains homosexual images), but years ... months ago, I still had a great internal conflict about whether I should continue publishing these images or not. I thought that it was only temporary, I liked to publish this type of content, without imagining myself next to another man in a loving relationship (I think part of me still rejected this idea...until now) All this time I take pause in my page, and the last months to get into the community and meet so many wonderful furries. All this have made me realize that I do not want to hide anymore who I really am and I want to accept me, just as I am.

Now I just hope to find that someone with whom to share time and some special experiences; a man to whom I can give all my love and heart... Shoot, i made myself blush with all of this. Who knows?, maybe that special someone is reading this right now ;)

Thank you all for taking your time on reading this. I promise that i will write journals in a promt way, but more focused on future ideas for my gallery and other projects (this was only a special thing for my first journal)