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Operation: GTFO [Personal Update]
7 years ago
I normally keep this kind of stuff quiet, but I alluded to something going down in my home life last month and it flared up again recently over the time I took off for the Lunar New Year. I won't go into specifics, but basically: my living situation has never been particularly good and I'm really uncomfortable putting up with it any further.
My bf's been helping me with some adulting stuff that my family would shelter me away from - like taxes - to get me in the right channels, which I really appreciate. All the new things I'm having to learn and plan for (on top of what I already have to handle) has been overwhelming and it has thrown me behind schedule.
On one hand I'm really determined to earn more this year so I have enough to reach the eligible threshold to move out by next year. But the pressure of having to make enough this year to move for both of our sakes makes me anxious oouhghghf 💦💦
I know this is a a bit of a sad journal, but I'm doing ok now after taking some time away from work to process my thoughts and properly grieve. As always, I'm very grateful to everyone for your patience and generosity!! I know I'm on the slower end to deliver since I don't wanna put out half assed work, but I definitely have more resolve and confidence to improve on that department. There's also some new things I want to put out in the future, which I'm looking forward to.
Tomorrow's another day 🌻
No matter what we're always with ya to help if you ever need it.