I know what I've done is horrible. But I wish I could speak of what has been going on in my life up to this point. I understand everything I have done is unacceptable and unforgivable. But I will do what I can to make up for it. I know I owe so many of you art that has been so long.. but there's just been so much. And I haven't been able to do anything about it. I'm trying as hard as I can to get ahold of a tablet to do what is owed. I understand refunds are a priority but I do not have a job or income. Im still a child. Living with my parents. And I'm trying to take responsibility for being a ghost. And I know I've made empty promises. But I've tried so hard to be able to have what I need to have internet. To have a computer. to get my tablet. It's been so hard. And so much has been getting in my way. But you all should know karma is very real. And I have been dealing with the consequences. And the guilt. I'm truly a piece of crap for just vanishing. If anyone sees this just know I'm so sorry. And I will try my hardest to make it up to you. If anyone was able to dispute on PayPal it is alright if you do so. I don't know how it works but I hope you get re-embursed some how.. and the ones that still are expecting soemthing from me. Just send me a private note of anything you are interested in getting done and I will do whatever I can to get it done for you. I'm so sorry. Once again. Please forgive me.