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10 years, and I still miss her...
8 years ago
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10 years ago today, my Mom passed away from blood clot in her bad leg. I still remember the last thing I did for her earlier before that night, buying her a fish sandwich from McDonalds.
There are times I still think about her, and ask myself if she were alive today, would she like it here in Ohio? Or any of the places me & my Dad had moved to over the years, like Rochester MI, or Dover, DE?
I don't know for sure. But I like to think that if she were still alive today, I like to think we would all still be living together in Warren, MI, on Blackmar Ave. I either would still be employed by the Detroit News/Free Press, or if worse comes to worse, have a different job elsewhere. And even though my Dad's ex-girlfriend Angela (aka, the devil woman) got me my SSID, I also like to think that she would still have helped me get my SSID income if my Mom were still alive. Maybe even with my Mom's help have even a bit more income than what I usually get each month, and would be working part-time for a certain amount of hours so that the income doesn't drop.
But that's only my fantasies. My dreams of what if.
Either way, I still miss her very much. I miss her smile, her voice, & her cooking. I miss getting hugs from her. I miss her laugh. She kept my family together. And for that, I will always be grateful.
I love you, Mom. I always will.
There are times I still think about her, and ask myself if she were alive today, would she like it here in Ohio? Or any of the places me & my Dad had moved to over the years, like Rochester MI, or Dover, DE?
I don't know for sure. But I like to think that if she were still alive today, I like to think we would all still be living together in Warren, MI, on Blackmar Ave. I either would still be employed by the Detroit News/Free Press, or if worse comes to worse, have a different job elsewhere. And even though my Dad's ex-girlfriend Angela (aka, the devil woman) got me my SSID, I also like to think that she would still have helped me get my SSID income if my Mom were still alive. Maybe even with my Mom's help have even a bit more income than what I usually get each month, and would be working part-time for a certain amount of hours so that the income doesn't drop.
But that's only my fantasies. My dreams of what if.
Either way, I still miss her very much. I miss her smile, her voice, & her cooking. I miss getting hugs from her. I miss her laugh. She kept my family together. And for that, I will always be grateful.
I love you, Mom. I always will.
I think they would always accept you and me, for whatever we do because we are who we are. *hugs*
especially concerning if one day my mum should eventually pass away.
for now, I'm just grateful she's with me...I'd hate to imagine my life
without her.
**hugs**
she's always good to me, and I try doing me best for her...as far as she's concerned
I seem to be her fave son. still, I'll take ur advice.