I'm Moving Away
7 years ago
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*deep breath*
This is a hard one for me.
For those of you that have been following me for a while know that a year ago, my man, the love of my life that I was engaged to, and had been with for nearly 13 years, left me for my now ex best friend. I had been fighting with crippling depression within that time. There were days where I couldnt even pick myself off the floor, and days where I felt completely hopeless. I've never in my life felt so useless/ugly/hopeless as this past year. It cut into my work, social life, and I even went as far as cutting contact with my loved ones for a while. Nothing made me happy. Nothing could fix the way I felt. I felt so lost and alone.
He recently came back to me, I was happy for two months, and then he cheated on me. I should have known better, but I wanted to believe that the kind and beautiful man I fell in love with was really back and here to stay. Love is blind, as they say.
I cant take anymore,I have to get out of here.
I found out today that I will be leaving within the next 10 days. The move is sudden..but it has to happen. I cant endure anymore pain from this place, and I dont want to watch what was once the dearest part of my life destroy himself. I love him. I always will despite what he's put me through.
This is the hardest decision I've had to make in my life thus far. I've spent my entire adult life here, and I've spent it all with my best friend by my side. Now I leave alone.
I believe I'm making the right decision...the best ones in life are never easy. I have big plans, and I look forward to setting them in motion.
I want you all to know that I appreciate the love and support you have given me. A lot of my strength to get through the day came from this community. You guys are great.
I will keep you all up to date when I get to my destination.
I wont disclose where I will be moving to, but it will be a big move for me.
Love you all,
-Peace
This is a hard one for me.
For those of you that have been following me for a while know that a year ago, my man, the love of my life that I was engaged to, and had been with for nearly 13 years, left me for my now ex best friend. I had been fighting with crippling depression within that time. There were days where I couldnt even pick myself off the floor, and days where I felt completely hopeless. I've never in my life felt so useless/ugly/hopeless as this past year. It cut into my work, social life, and I even went as far as cutting contact with my loved ones for a while. Nothing made me happy. Nothing could fix the way I felt. I felt so lost and alone.
He recently came back to me, I was happy for two months, and then he cheated on me. I should have known better, but I wanted to believe that the kind and beautiful man I fell in love with was really back and here to stay. Love is blind, as they say.
I cant take anymore,I have to get out of here.
I found out today that I will be leaving within the next 10 days. The move is sudden..but it has to happen. I cant endure anymore pain from this place, and I dont want to watch what was once the dearest part of my life destroy himself. I love him. I always will despite what he's put me through.
This is the hardest decision I've had to make in my life thus far. I've spent my entire adult life here, and I've spent it all with my best friend by my side. Now I leave alone.
I believe I'm making the right decision...the best ones in life are never easy. I have big plans, and I look forward to setting them in motion.
I want you all to know that I appreciate the love and support you have given me. A lot of my strength to get through the day came from this community. You guys are great.
I will keep you all up to date when I get to my destination.
I wont disclose where I will be moving to, but it will be a big move for me.
Love you all,
-Peace
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Wishing you the best and while we don't really know each other, I am always open if you need someone to talk to who has been through the same thing. You are a strong person and you can make it through this storm <3
Its comforting to hear that I'm not alone. It seems like ever since this all began, my life has been filled with difficult changes and decision making.
Thank you for your kind and encouraging words, as well as the extended hand to talk. I may hit you up sometime!
And I totally just remembered that....I never scanned that one Balto pic for you. Hah, must remind self to try and do that tomorrow ><;
Being in such a different place may feel awkward and uncomfortable at first, and it might not start out feeling like home, but it sounds like this is the big change you need in your life to get it back on track again and start fresh, away from the drama and the heartache.
As always, thank you so much for keeping us up to date and sticking around with us, you've been incredibly pleasant and sweet in every email no matter what. I've had bad luck in the past with communicating with some artists and have always been generally nervous about asking questions because I hate pestering people, especially when they have a public visible queue (though not all people do this so again thank you for being so on top of yours :3). I know this past year has been super rough, but I hope you manage to have a much brighter future once this move is all taken care of. And you can bet I will recommend you to people looking for suits, you've been busting your butt since the start of this year working on that list and it's really shown. Be safe and best of luck to you Peace
In time it will get easier, but it will be a challenge.
Thank you for your kind words
*hugs back*
I really hate this. It may sound silly, but I dont want to leave where he's at despite what he's put me through. I take some comfort knowing that I'm here if he needs me..but I have to push myself now, because I have to do what's right for me.
You're the best <3