A lot has happened between the last journal and now, I had to move back home to lick some wounds and I mean that in the kind that I messed up in some places and it costed me. But right now things are settled down, slightly at least, but I might have a harder time without having much of a way to get things off the ground.

Naturally I hate asking for help because I fight with the thought that it makes me feel weak, like a burden and a bit of a drag, so despite the fact I do hate having to, I'm going to have to ask for help.

So I had taken sometime to think about it. Before I wanted to get a personal kink toy done for myself, but I found my options would make it neigh impossible to find a place that exactly could do, as many companies I asked and small places said that while a few did say that they loved the idea, the problem is they did not have the resources to do it or that the resources were too high of a price during their time to deviate from the supplies they already have. Which leads to this, if I told you I have the possibility to make this kink toy available at a wide scale at some point in the future, would you guys be interested?

If you kinda want an idea of what they'd be, well they'd be this --> https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25766828/
Minus the cum splotches, that like won't be a thing, if so, then please help spread this here --> https://twitter.com/scootiebutt/sta.....75390195879937
I have taken the time to do some research and there do exist the items and things I do need to make this a possibility, I probably might need some financial backing to get it off the ground, dunno yet.

But would you support this? https://strawpoll.com/33ys8k8s

I can share further details later if so >w>