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Thoughts of a Silverfang
7 years ago
It's been awhile since I just written down my thoughts. So here goes. Today is a very special day for me though I can enjoy it. It should be a day of happiness and joy but I feel like misery and failure. I speak of my daughter's birthday who turns five today. She's my whole world, I love her with every fiber of my very soul. Since my brutal divorce from my ex wife, I've been hoping to god I can still be someone special in my daughter's life. When worse things happened in my life, I thought of her and she was my shining light in the darkness of my life. I have actually said at a few times that you never know what true love is until you become a parent. It's a very true statement that has echoed like crazy inside my skull.
The reason why I feel so upset about this is my daughter is in Colorado with her mom. I am in Washington currently and can't go see her. I don't have a job at the moment, I'm currently searching with very little luck. I just wish I could see my little girl, hug her tightly and tell her daddy is always here for her. I type this out so that way I can get it out of my system as much as I can. I love my daughter, and I always will. 