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7 years ago
Gosh I'm sorry I've been so dingus absent it's been a busy few months since the holidays. :'D
I've been focusing most of my time on my SFW account as far as art's concerned. I do have some stuff in the works and I'd liiiiiiiiiiiiiiike to work up the courage to post more, different things?
Okay so like I talked about posting gore in an earlier journal. It's one of a, couple subjects I draw that I draw like ALL THE TIME and can't work up the guts to really share openly with people. A lot of it I just kind of doodle and never add any real polish to most of em, and that's not even getting into self consciousness and embarrassment. I don't even know WHY I have so much trouble. There is so much stranger art lying around. And you know I know I don't HAVE to post anything, but I want to stop feeling embarrassed about it.
I'm getting to the point I can share my gore with people with little to no trouble. Even strangers!
I uhhh, I haven't even considered posting all the uhhh, stuffing yet, HHHHhhahhhhah. I don't get it I can barely bring myself to show my best friend even though I know they're ALSO into it I'm so
ANGRY that I can't get over it. I want to stop being ashamed of things I'm into. I want to be able to share without feeling awful, and I'm kinda using this account to help me little by little.
I feel better just being able to share THAT really. I'll be back with you all soon with new art so thank you all for baring with me! <3
I've been focusing most of my time on my SFW account as far as art's concerned. I do have some stuff in the works and I'd liiiiiiiiiiiiiiike to work up the courage to post more, different things?
Okay so like I talked about posting gore in an earlier journal. It's one of a, couple subjects I draw that I draw like ALL THE TIME and can't work up the guts to really share openly with people. A lot of it I just kind of doodle and never add any real polish to most of em, and that's not even getting into self consciousness and embarrassment. I don't even know WHY I have so much trouble. There is so much stranger art lying around. And you know I know I don't HAVE to post anything, but I want to stop feeling embarrassed about it.
I'm getting to the point I can share my gore with people with little to no trouble. Even strangers!
I uhhh, I haven't even considered posting all the uhhh, stuffing yet, HHHHhhahhhhah. I don't get it I can barely bring myself to show my best friend even though I know they're ALSO into it I'm so
ANGRY that I can't get over it. I want to stop being ashamed of things I'm into. I want to be able to share without feeling awful, and I'm kinda using this account to help me little by little.
I feel better just being able to share THAT really. I'll be back with you all soon with new art so thank you all for baring with me! <3
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I do really appreciate the encouragement though~ Maybe it just makes me feel better to know other people are into it too. Thank you <3
I do appreciate the encouragement! I'm trying my best to get past it. Baby steps