For one, delays.
*archers aim at me*
WAIT!
LET ME EXPLAIN

As of late, you notice how my art's taking a turn for the worse?
Yeah, I went from drawing like Don Bluth to a generic Disney style to just a slightly better version of my older art.
I'm very disappointed in myself.
So, as of late, I've been practicing offline to make my art better.
I've also drawn a lot of angry vent art which I may or may not post in the future, but it explains better how I feel.
Be warned, it's going to be harsh.

In related news, I'm going to pause on the digital commisions for a while (unless you want a Mini or Headshot/Bust) because I can't do Fullbodies well right now (I'm trying, but I'm not liking the results).
I apologize to the people I owe art to, I'll get to you guys in a while, I'm just so messed up right now.

In other news, my favorite store, Toys R Us is closing and the founder died. Thanks 2018!
WHERE THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO SPEND MY 50 BUCKS IN TAX MONEY AT
wait i don't have it yet

In other other news, I'm going to open for traditional art.
I want to see Pan-Pizza at MomoCon and I'm gunna.
So, I need to raise some funds. I also need funds for my fursuit.
I refuse to show my face at a furcon. REFUSE. I AM A POODLE, NOT A HUMAN. I AM NOT SHOWING MY HUMAN FACE. HELL NO*
*I am not an otherkin, don't unfollow me

FOR SOME REASON
I draw better on paper than digitally, which no one seems to understand is pretty hard to do with a MOUSE.
If I had a tablet, my art would have been 20% better.
But, noooooooooooooooooooo...
You see that picture of Pierrot with the Don Bluth mouth? I DID THAT WITH A MOUSE AND ONLY A MOUSE.
BUT MY ART SEEMS TO LOOK LIKE SHIT, SO WHO CARES?

Anyway, my traditional art is slightly better and as such, I'm going to charge some muns for it.
At the same time, I'm lowering my digital prices. I can't ask what I want for it. So, I have to get what I CAN for it.
Yay, I'm eating off the value menu tonight! (Lol, I do that anyway)

In other totally good news, my mom passed the test she needed to get her job and she's going to training for two weeks!
I get to stay home and do nothing for two weeks! How fun! I love the fact she's going to make more money than me! Being a starving artist is fun! I'm so happy for her! I love her repeatedly rubbing her job and success in my face and I'm already depressed and hate myself! Thanks Mom!

Sorry for the passive aggressiveness, I'm just very annoyed with myself and my inability to have any use in this world. I can't get a job, I can't socialize for longer then two seconds, I can't make any money off commissions, I can't do anything right. BUT, LET ME PRAISE MY MOM FOR HER NEW JOB, HOORAY!

>Seriously. Don't come on here pitying me. I'm going to feel guilty for you doing so. I'm not doing reverse psychology. I just wanted to vent. But, I'll get to you guy's stuff soon. I just... I'm just so annoyed right now. I was happier when I was first writing this, but the job thing made me mad. Judge me if you want, I don't care. I hate being the only one in this family who hasn't had a job at some point in their life and can't get one. Like I don't feel like a mistake enough.