Family death. I may not be active possibly.
7 years ago
General
My grandma was one of the few people who believed I could act withouth needing help. That I could be independent. She helped raise me amd taught me how to use the scientific method. How to think for myself.
She supposedly passed away in her sleep, but either I am upset and grieving, or there is more to this. I need to learn more, but I have to sleep.
I am sorry to anyone who heard me say it before, but I am not sure howto let you all know at once how I will act or behave for some time.
Thank you though, everyone who is still here. I am sorry.
She supposedly passed away in her sleep, but either I am upset and grieving, or there is more to this. I need to learn more, but I have to sleep.
I am sorry to anyone who heard me say it before, but I am not sure howto let you all know at once how I will act or behave for some time.
Thank you though, everyone who is still here. I am sorry.
FA+

Now there is many new problems with my life due to her loss, but I'd much rather not discuss that in public. Just know, I know what you are going through, you are not alone.
Take as much time as you need to grieve.
I wish I had gotten to see her on easter and say much more. *hugs*
I am slowly winding all my online stuff down till I won't be on till a latter time.
And thank you, I want to be someone she'd still love and keep on loving. <3 I just worry about how she'd see me now sitting on fa.
Lemme know when you´re ready to talk!
Though I keep getting really tired and everything gets droned out, so I just go and do something random till I can focus again.
Thank you *hugs*
I got along with her well, and I worry if that means she will now know everything I do and I should feel embarassed.