It's ok
To be safe
Cos I'm on top
Of my game

<b>But I'm losing control
Falling by the wayside</b>

<b>Dive right in</b>
Take a drink
<b>Enter it
Try and win
Make sure you call
Before you leave</b>

Keep on top
Of the game

<b>I'm losing control
Falling by the wayside</b>

It's ok
To be <i>safe</i>

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I really wish I lived in a different place and a different time. I wish I could live in my fantasies. I wish I could be and do all the things I strive to reach for. I wish I could have good teeth, great grades, find a way out of my paranoia and fears. Why can't we all get what we wish for? The things we want the most? If I could get those things I want the most such as better teeth, Horatio Caine as my father (and to live in that entire show's world), to be over my s.a.d. I wish on a star every night but it hasn't worked yet. I try so hard to be happy all the time but then I just get bogged down with stuff inside my mind and crap I have to do for school or my friends. I'm losing control. I keep falling away from this world and into a ginormous hole in the ground that I can't get back out of. It's a sinkhole, my life is. Everytime I get to the top the ground caves in and I fall to the bottom.

I'm losing control
Falling by the wayside.

I'll probably never get out of this hell.