Everyone, I'm sorry for my negativity towards the end of the last journal I made. I have a hard time being happy for myself, so it's hard for me to be happy for someone else. I know I sounded like an asshat and I don't blame you for judging me for it.

I'm opening my fullbody commissions again, howeverm they're very limited, as I don't particularly like drawing them unless the topic is something I personally care about. I don't mind drawing for others, don't get me wrong! I'm just not as motivated as I would normally be. (I sound like a dick again, dammit... ><) I got upset because the way I draw faces now varies a LOT. What happened to the way I USED to draw them? ;-; Maybe I need to practice more or draw less... I'm not sure... I'll get along and finish everyone's art... (I'm not motivated because I feel like no one likes my art, so what's the point to finishing anything? I wish I got a couple of commissions from non-trolls and I'd feel better...)

Anyway, now it's Doberman Month! I've been waiting for this FOREVER! When I finish the commission sheet for it, it'll have officially started. I'm going to offer a sale for Doberman and Doberman-inspired, Doberman Mixes, Doberman hybrids, whatever! I'm also offering a "Draw Your OC as a Doberman" sale as well! Your character ISN'T a Doberman? No problem! I'll draw them as one with their original colors! (Plus some design traits as well, don't worry.) .

I'm at a impasse here. I don't know if I want to go to MomoCon or not. I want to see Pan-Pizza and Mercy's VA. I want to go to Night at the Georgia Aquarium. I want to squeeze the life out of a starfish in the touch tank. But, I fear if I DO go, the money I raised for it, all the time and planning I spent preparing for it will be for naught, when I should have focused on getting my fursuit... I also want to go to Megaplex (Anthrocon may never be a thing for me, because it's so far away...), so I may focus all of my energy into going THERE. I just want to meet Pan-Pizza in person just ONCE... I hope to make enough to go at least one day, but I doubt THAT will even happen.

Also, can we talk about how about awesome yesterday was? It was both Easter AND April Fool's Day! :D AC:NL was great, because I thought I was going to miss out on Blanca. XD (However, it was harder playing her mini-game this year without the internet for help. But, a few resets and scoldings from Resetti handled that!)