Just kinda been feeling a bit overwhelmed with a lot of stuff going on, want to try and do more art wise, but only finding myself with very little time to do a sketch or something just plain crappy.

doesn't help that this feeling of trying to make things better is only making more situations worse.

I'm not an expert of dealing with depression, nor do I know how to deal well when a loss of life happens. I wish could easily fix these things but nope.

Things have been getting bad and just out of hand, I feel I want to just straight up smash someone's face when they say "you'll never be what you want" or "well that's just how it is"

No one ever seems to remember when shit hits their world, those who try and lend a hand because it's not always doom and gloom.

Granted no grantee it makes it better. I sure as hell don't have the answers for everything. I just want to get better as well as anyone else who wants to.

But maybe that just makes me a bad guy to others.

I'm just ranting

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8F-s23myIM

here something funny.