Getting my s*it together (apologies and my future on FA)
7 years ago
So i've been pretty distant from everything/everyone lately. I got a lot going on in my personal life, dealing with all sort of things and the will to to pretty much anything was just getting smaller and smaller. I think the need to isolate myself was necessary but i think i should have done it before the ''balloon xplode''.
That said it doesn't excuse most of the reactions i had, it was childish and i owe some apologies. The rant i did about other artists working with Patreon was uncalled for, and i owe
marinaneira some apologies for the harsh response i gave her in a discussion about that.
Now currently i can't say that things are doing better in my everyday life but at least i mostly jumped back on my feet mentally. I had no desire to draw a line, i had no desire to do, anything at all for what matters but now i feel more and more the desire to come back at a busy routine and to kick myself into some schedules and in a life with more rhythm. I want to start back drawing for people and i also want to improve a lot of things with it. I'm currently working on a Trello to keep a better communication/follow up and i'm thinking about finding a spot in my time to do some streaming, so i'll work on that and find a way to make it all work.
So i hope as many of you will see it, mostly for the apologies part, it is still my intention to work on myself and to no do that kind of thing again, i'm looking forward to jump back into a busy schedule.
Thank you all.
That said it doesn't excuse most of the reactions i had, it was childish and i owe some apologies. The rant i did about other artists working with Patreon was uncalled for, and i owe
marinaneira some apologies for the harsh response i gave her in a discussion about that.Now currently i can't say that things are doing better in my everyday life but at least i mostly jumped back on my feet mentally. I had no desire to draw a line, i had no desire to do, anything at all for what matters but now i feel more and more the desire to come back at a busy routine and to kick myself into some schedules and in a life with more rhythm. I want to start back drawing for people and i also want to improve a lot of things with it. I'm currently working on a Trello to keep a better communication/follow up and i'm thinking about finding a spot in my time to do some streaming, so i'll work on that and find a way to make it all work.
So i hope as many of you will see it, mostly for the apologies part, it is still my intention to work on myself and to no do that kind of thing again, i'm looking forward to jump back into a busy schedule.
Thank you all.
Kittypadding
!kittypadding
What was your opinion again? If I remember correctly, I really liked your opinion.
Finn_Dreemurr
~finndreemurr
OP
I honestly don't want to jump back into that discussion... I made some apologies to turn the page and not get back at it. I will mind my own things and let other artists work their stuff their own way, its not up to me to decide what method is good or not.
Kittypadding
!kittypadding
Hmm, that's unfortunate. If I were you I wouldn't let the majority silence you, so to speak. Dissent is never an inherently wrong thing, I love it.
Marina - AKA Squelfland -
~squelfland
Hey Finn. I know this is a 5 year old journal, but I actually just saw it. Iād deleted my FA (then remade it so no one could impersonate me, but my actual account is this one). I know that back then I blocked you though I have absolutely no idea what it was all about anymore⦠in any case I didnāt leave room for fixing anything when I blocked you. I unblocked you years ago even before deleting that account but felt too awkward or embarrassed to watch you again. Iām sorry about that. Itās nice to see this journal even so many years later and Iām glad youāre still around.
Finn_Dreemurr
~finndreemurr
OP
Hai i missed your comment lol but i'm glad you do forgive me.... right now i'm not very active either because i'm super busy with my new job, but i do want to try and get more free time to draw more. Hope things are going well for you too!
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