So, i have been away from FA for a while and from the Furry fandom just as long. I don't know if i will be back, i don't even think i have a big enough following to even make a difference if i do stay or go.
Like a spec of dust in the cosmos i'm never really missed.

Depression sucks, and much as i continue to believe i don't have depression (you know the kind every teenager at the moment seems to have(the overly fake, i have depression, i need attention scum bag ass hole furries that cause drama) but depression that's actually depression)
I can't deny the possible chance that i might be suffering from it.
My passion for drawing has plummited (i haven't done any art in months) my passion for gamming is dying, haven't played any competative games for a long time, and i am so solemn all the time, always anxious and crying myself to sleep every night i am alone. I popped on to FA and saw i had 9999 submissions, i had cleared them in Febuary... so i'm guessing iv'e missed alot...
I'm always looking to vent, always looking to do something and then doing nothing in the end.


Just babbeling now, i might be back, i might not....


Do not worry, i am in no danger and will not self harm or commit suicide... i am safe... just sad....