So i haven't done journal in awhile so i figured i'd do one about my life...

Life:
So i basically am dealing with alot in life can't sleep, can't make enough money, not being able to find a good job but i am trying to live the best i can.....

Work:
So i am a crew trainer at work, but i can't do anything they wont let me train anybody they wont even let me correct those doing wrong either. i am being lied to by a two faced bitch of a manager that wants to act like my friend and then go behind my back to ruin me. a new rm came to work and i told that manager i didn't like her she went to her behind my back and told her i didn't like her.

Today i ended up almost getting in a fight while in the back of the store because some guy had a story twisted with words and he is black but he said where he comes from confronting somebody is fighting words... i been to prison before if i wanted to confront him i would have done it but i never said that nor wanted it. I was told by the General manager that that manager told him a lie and all and got him against me so from this day forward i am done i seriously am depressed everyday of my life, and this makes it worse when people want to keep doing this to me and trying to ruin me when i do nothing wrong.....

I'm sorry i am not the guy yall want me to be, i am no friend, i can't seem to just work or make friends either, all i get is backstabbing fools that want to ruin others lifes, i am not racist but this is why i do not trust black people at all they are to much of a two faced race that thinks about fighting, or themselves never about others it seems except there race.... sorry all but i think i am done.....