It has been around 4 months, hm?
7 years ago
As the title says, it has been 4 months since my last update, and I will be honest on how I feel.
Almost a year ago, I asked to do requests, and I still feel bad about not doing them, and still on this day, I cant do them.
Technically I kinda lost my hope making it into my work, or any source of income.
Mentally Im really worried about me in general, there arent that many stuff happening right now, but my mind feels like nothing has changed in the past 2 years.
And that is really not true...
I dropped out of college, just because I couldnt end it, soon I will have no job either, even though that sounds like a big problem, it maybe isnt...
For years Im trying to find the right step to start over again, and I still havent found it yet, mainly because I went on an automatic pilote for years.
But... I dont see much light in the future so far, so I will be stuck, and I just try to find people who can message me so I can talk to others in general. :')
Welp... That was maybe a weird topic to say, but I just want people to have around for now and having fun.
So... Sent me a note on either
Telegram, Discord or maybe even Skype even though I never use it... I dont care... Hehe.
You could send me a note on FA too and work from there. :P
Almost a year ago, I asked to do requests, and I still feel bad about not doing them, and still on this day, I cant do them.
Technically I kinda lost my hope making it into my work, or any source of income.
Mentally Im really worried about me in general, there arent that many stuff happening right now, but my mind feels like nothing has changed in the past 2 years.
And that is really not true...
I dropped out of college, just because I couldnt end it, soon I will have no job either, even though that sounds like a big problem, it maybe isnt...
For years Im trying to find the right step to start over again, and I still havent found it yet, mainly because I went on an automatic pilote for years.
But... I dont see much light in the future so far, so I will be stuck, and I just try to find people who can message me so I can talk to others in general. :')
Welp... That was maybe a weird topic to say, but I just want people to have around for now and having fun.
So... Sent me a note on either
Telegram, Discord or maybe even Skype even though I never use it... I dont care... Hehe.
You could send me a note on FA too and work from there. :P
FA+

And I'm staying off of Discord so I don't spread drama about my problems
I cant find anything to do, and a part of me wants more peace and the second part just wants to be everywhere at once, its kinda killing me.