So a life update kind of thing, sorry in advance.
7 years ago
General
I really need to get back into doing collabs jesus H christ. I don't really like doing these but I like getting out my problems in word format.
And I sometimes think it's best to just let it all out.
For the last three weeks, maybe four, I can't remember I've been having constant interupted sleep.
Wether it's waking up once or twice a night, or sometimes reaching up to five or six times it's been unending.
My chrons is constantly bothering and bugging me to the point I feel I can't focus on much anymore.
I've been cold sweating constantly when I wake up and I don't know why, my body is feeling so damn run down.
To the point where walking up stairs becomes a genuine struggle, and mind you I'm not unfit at all.
So the lack of strength and energy I have is somewhat concerning to me.
I'm stressed beyond belief. Not to mention my eating, I can barely eat anything.
I made myself toast four hours ago, ate half a piece of the first slice and that's it.
This pattern has been showing itself constantly recently where I only eat the equivalent of a snack per day and I don't know why.
I'm going to be going to the doctors soon but I'll be honest I am kind of afraid. I don't understand why my body has been doing this and why it's been doing it for so long.
I just want it to stop and let me rest.
FA+




I'd say so since I'm used to going to the doctors these days.
I already have to visit the hospital once every six weeks for infusions and usually doctors appointments are woven in.
And pshaw it's fairly hard to offend lil' old me. uwu
And hecka yis, I'd love sum o' dem vibes pleas.
And I've already had my bloods taken, three times in the last two weeks. The first two were because of chrons and the third was because of this. But from the last results they'd said nothing seems out of the ordinary.