The way things are going, it's looking like only a matter of time before I'm told to pay up or leave where I'm living. Things at work don't feel any better either. I feel like I'm doing terribly as a manager. I feel like I can't even keep myself in line lately. My confidence is shot. I can't see any viable options to change the way anything is going. What efforts I have tried have pretty much backfired or fell apart.

I've removed what things that have been making the situation harder. I downgraded my Picarto to basic. Closed my Patreon page. Re-opening commissions is not an option currently. I can't think of anything else that would make enough of a difference.