Well, looks like i can finaly say it. I'm gay. I spent two years convincing myself i was bi, and when the time came to have a girlfriend, i didnt feel anything for her in that way. Its hard to explain, but when i was with her, i liked her, as a friend, but i didn't have the feelings i do when im with people i "care" about.

I started to realise it at the celtic blue rock music festival this weekend. I had a falling out with one of my closest friends, and another one, who i always had down as a bit of a twat, turned out to be a really kind, supportive person, and he really helped me out with alot of issues. I'm sure he's not gay, or bi, but i really do care about him, more than the attrctive factor that my other friends have. So, now i have the impossible task of finding a normal gay person in my town who likes me, and not one of those flamboient girly guy gays.

On a more funny note, really posh care got totaled outside my house :D
Serves them right for drinking and doiing crack