An Update Again. Been in Hospital.
7 years ago
General
I really need to get back into doing collabs jesus H christ. So, I was gone for about four or so days wasn't I?
Well that's because on Monday I went to the hospital.
TL;DR for those who don't want to read anything lengthy.
I'm really fucking sick and might need to get surgery if I don't get my chrons under control.
So I wasn't in the highest of spirits. Because the hospital I don't like staying at.
I slept there for 2 nights. Being there for 3 days and it was fucking horrible.
I had to stay in a short stay public ward with a bunch of people snoring as well as constantly having a door with a metallic lock locking and unlocking every few minutes, this was throughout the entire night mind you, I've had barely any sleep at all recently. Like. Barely ANY.
Anyways I get moved out of there and end up having to have an enema and a colonoscopy, if you dunno what they are just...euh look 'em up. After that unpleasant moment I ended up having to find out the hard way I was staying another night, safe to say I kind of broke down.
I was sobbing my eyes out for about 10 or so minutes. I have to reiiterate, I hate staying in hospitals overnight.
Not to mention my grandparents came over from New Zealand the first night i was in the hospital and then I was gonna be stuck there again.
Anywho I end up being taken into a private ward where it's somewhat easier to sleep but still I don't sleep much at all.
At this point I was feeling stupid lonely.
And then they decide to move me back into a public ward, which might I say smelt fucking terrible.
AND I was next to a racist who went on and on about how there was no white nurses serving him and only black ones.
Not to mention he creeped on my sister which was fucking weird.
All in all I'd had it and I was not staying another night, my stress, anxiety, depression, lonliness and all that were building up and I was somewhat loosing my mind. I HATE staying in places I don't know. I can't sleep around people I don't know. And this was just making me loose my mind.
Thankfully I got to go home.
So here I am, making this post to say where I was and what's happened.
But yeah. Sorry for dropping off the map.
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I wasn't online like, at all when I was there.
I was too depressed and out of energy.